The Invisible Man

The Greatest Story Ever Told

Original Sin
Ah, come on! An Apple Really! The Greatest Story ever told. Has a snake in it too! Wrapped around the Tree of Life! WoW

There are very few that have not heard this story. Our Religions have gone to great lengths to tell us this story, of The Invisible Man convincing us it’s the Truth and given to the human race to save them from themselves for free. Because we are all sinners, born in sin and will die in sin, if we do not repent.

Those that have taken authority for truth, must find it very difficult to than find the truth as authority.

Because they have been convinced of this story, by the authority. It’s the greatest story they tell with all the drama, ritual, and pompous dress. That our eyes have failed to see the signs. The signs and symbols tell the true story but few understand the secrets behind them. Since they don’t have an understanding of the symbols, and they are so busy, they reason that authority must use them because they know the truth. They must be Good Holy Religious Symbols. And these religious leaders must have an inside story. So they are telling us the truth. Because after all they are Religious. This couldn’t be farther from the truth.

What's that symbol on his staff mean?
The Greatest Story ever told by the biggest lairs on the planet. What’s that symbol on his staff mean?

Are we Missing the Point? Forgetting that the last act that killed the truth was treason. Or was it? As one, of the true brothers in truth, he must have known the truth. And the truth has a plan.

The problem is we use reason to determine and understand the story. Instead of following our heart to know and feel the true story. We are told we must believe the truth and have faith in the truth to be saved. My question to you is, Which Truth?

Because belief and faith come from two different places within the human form. Is it the truth you hear, or the truth you feel? Even the story itself tells us to seek the truth inside but few hear this truth. Even fewer feel it.

Because we have to believe the truth. As the story goes. And belief is an act of reason. Where as faith is an act of heart. We believe our ears, because they are on our heads. Believe what we read with our eyes. Again because they are on our heads. So it’s natural for us to use our heads to believe the story we have been told, because we can see it and we hear it once a week, twice a week if we’re lucky.

The signs are all wrong
Blind Faith is Never having experienced knowing, what your heart is saying

Instead of using our faith to feel the truth in our hearts everyday. Our heart has a mind of its own, which must mean it has ears and eyes as well. Plus the heart has something the mind doesn’t have. Feelings! However most believe that the mind is the center of consciousness. When in truth, it’s our heart. It’s at the center of our being for this purposes.

It’s been said, those that have ears let them hear. We assume this individual that said this, was telling us to listen. We would hear the truth. And he was telling us the truth, however what we are hearing may not be the truth at all. Because we are listening with our ears of reason.

Instead of our hearts. Since our heart has ears. One can listen as well with their heart. The question remains, Which ears is one using?
This individual was telling us the truth but one must realize he was living from his heart. Where the truth can be heard, felt, and lived with heart.

Here’s my take on the story we have been told. Listening with the ears of reason. And see with the eyes of mind. The ones on our heads. And the truth will set you free! So I have to tell you the truth so that your heart may hear!

The signs of Reason
Think or feel the the truth.
Which one do you choose?

The Greatest Story Ever Told, The Invisible Man

When it comes to bullshit, big time bullshit, one has to stand in awe of this story. This story is the all time champion of all false promises, exaggerated claims, and false truths ever told. The Invisible Man of Religion! Called God The Father.

Just think about it. Religion has actually convinced people that there is this Invisible Man, living in the sky, on some cloud somewhere. Or this place called Heaven. Which in reality, the Heavens are all around us. It contains the stars. It’s even called the heavens. Get a clue.

Where's the Invisible Man?
Heaven is all around us. The signs are in the Heavens

The Invisible Man watches everything we do, every minute of everyday for all the billions of people here on this earth. For their entire life. Not including any life out there in the heavens. He keeps track and marks it all down on a list or book, so when you die. You face him and he goes over everything you ever did wrong and right. And marks with an X all those you didn’t ask forgiveness of. Even the ones you forgot. That’s why he keeps the list. So he can remind us!

The Invisible Man has a list of ten things he does not want us to ever do. But it’s OK if he does them. After all he’s God. Do as I say, Not as I do. God works in mysterious ways. But if you do any of them and don’t confess them and ask for forgiveness. Then he has this special place called Hell. That The Invisible Man has created just for those bad, bad people. Because he needs a place to put them. So they don’t mess up his creation.

This special place called Hell is full of fire and brimstone, smoke, burning, torture, anguish, and the tearing of flesh. Where The Invisible Man will send us to live, and suffer and burn, and choke, and scream, and cry, forever, and ever until the end of time. Because I stole that loaf of bread to feed my family from the Kings table.

The Invisible Man Knows All
I burn in hell because of this?
What happened to all that manna from Heaven?

The Reason for it all

Yep, The Invisible Man loves you! He really loves you! He loves you so much that he sent his son down here to be killed and hung on a cross (T), which was really an X. Romans remember! Because he wants to save you from all the pain, and anguish of Hell, you are going to suffer because you sinned and he can’t forgive you unless you worship his son that he sent down to be killed, so you could be saved. And he really, really loves his son. But he really, really, really hates sin. And he just can find a place in his heart to forgive you any other way.  It takes a sacrifice to save the sinners. And “they will love me if it’s the last thing I do“.

That’s the Greatest Story ever told. Oh, that’s just the first chapter. Of The Invisible Man.

Oh, The Invisible Man loves you and he needs money. For some reason he always needs money. Can’t manage to save a dime and he needs you to give ten percent of your earnings to the church, in his name. Most of the time you pay before you even hear the story the church is going to tell you. That way if you don’t like the story, it’s to late to get your money back. Of course he will pay you back with ten percent interest. He’s just borrowing the money. Even if Money is the Root of all Evil. That’s his promise to pay. And don’t give me that love of money stuff.

Money, Money, Money
It’s all about these worthless pieces of cotton

He’s all-powerful, all perfect, all-knowing, all-wise. Sees all. Hears all and feels all, takes care of all the creatures on the earth. Feeding them. Housing them. Will give you what you need but not what you want. But to do all this, some how he needs money. The Invisible Man just can’t handle his money properly. Seems he has a hole in his pocket and all his money goes through to helping the needy, which in reality, few needy really ever get the help they need. There are so many needy people that he always needs more money to help them. Because for some reason he can’t do it without money. Some how those needy people just can’t take care of themselves with out his help. So the church must do it for him. That’s their job and why God create the church. Some how he can feed all the animals and creatures of this earth, but humans.

Swans showing the sign of love
God loves you. He really loves you. He just needs money!

Well I guess he runs out of money! So we are on our own. We need to give more money. But don’t forget he loves you more than the creatures, That’s why The Invisible Man gave humans dominion over the animals. Because he loves us so much more.

The Invisible Man is your Father, who art in heaven and he created everything. All of creation is his and under his control. You can’t do anything with out his say so. When was the last time you remember a man giving birth to anything?

Is this the story you hear in your head? The one you reason to be the truth? If so you need your ears cleaned. Or better yet, leave those ears dirty on your head. Use the ears you have in your heart! Because they hear the truth. And that’s the ears Christ was talking about.

Live in your Heart
This is what I am talking about. See I am pointing to it.

Christ was living from the heart, so he was listening and speaking from his heart. He was seeing with his heart and feeling and saw what a sorry bunch of people we are here on this earth. Always living life in their heads. So he did tell us the truth. But in truth, we listened with the wrong ears and now look at the way of the world. No problem, be in the world not of it. And don’t worry he’s coming back to save you.

He’s going to lift you up in the clouds were he’s at, so you will be safe from all the destruction, he’s going to bring because his father commands it to be so. And you don’t have to do a thing to make the world a better place. But he only wants the ones and only the ones that love him. They get to go. The rest just aren’t worth saving. Oh you could love him and ask his forgiveness. You have free will. To love him or suffer for ever. And that’s the truth.

Because you just can’t find the truth in your heart. You can’t feel the truth. So you reason the truth. So he gave you a reason. You need a savior. Oh really isn’t that just more of the greatest story ever told? Why does he need to come back here. Can’t he just take care of everything from the comfort of heaven? Oh, he needs to beat up Satan and cast all those bad bad people down into hell for eternity, but he’s only going to chain Satan there for a thousand years and then let him out again to see if he forgot some body. Than finish the job for good.

Atomic bomb blast
Ooops, I made a mistake.
Wait, I’m God I don’t make mistakes.

The Greatest Story ever told, all right. Bullshit! My heart just can’t believe this bullshit. I love Christ. I love the idea of Christ, I love the Christ consciousness, Christ brought. The consciousness, Christ shared in his teaching. The Christ Consciousness, I feel in my heart. The Christ consciousness, he died for on the X. Because the world just can’t LOVE. It needs money.

That’s the truth my heart feels. What yours feels. There is no way of me knowing. And to be truthful, it’s not my heart, therefore not my concern.

I also hate Christ. I hate what they did to the Idea for Christ, I hate what they did to the consciousness of Christ, I hate how they covered up, change, rewrote. lied about the teachings of Christ. And my heart hurts to think that this magical being would have to suffer for all those people’s sins, that he never committed. So they can be saved. And they just keep sinning because all they need to do is ask for forgiveness and their sins are forgiven. What about all the people they hurt with their sins? What about all the people who have die because of their sins? What about all the damage that has been done to the earth because of their sins? God works in mysterious ways and they are in a better place. That’s what Forgiveness is for. Bull shit!

christ-on-the-cross
He had to die like this to teach us forgiveness. God needs to learn a lesson from his son.

It’s your heart you find it. You feel it, you listen to it. You hear the truth. Use your faith and intend the truth. I know what mine is. I know what my intent is. I have poured my heart out all over this website. For people to find and feel the truth. However it may speak to their heart. However they feel it. I know not everyone will. Just like my brother knew.

It’s been said and I have a few to add. Those that have eyes let them see. Those that have ears let them hear. Those that have heart let them feel. Those that have voice let them speak. Those that have fingers, let them type. And those that have wisdom, let them think. Than again you may think you have your reasons.

I have my heart. And I don’t want to trade it for reasons, thanks anyway for the offer!

I like The Invisible Man story, It’s a really good story, in fact. it’s the Greatest Story ever told. The Invisible Man that lives on a cloud, that always needs money, and is coming to save the world. That’s a good one. Holy Shit!……….

A Battle with Reason and It's Descriptions
Ok, That sounds Reasonable. Great that gives me a reason for the Reason for The Invisible Man

Did I just say Shit? No, I said Holy Shit!………

What? What was that? I hear you brother. This story is so full of holes. Do you feel they will ever understand? What? What was that? God only knows! LOL

That’s a good one. I love you bro. The Invisible Man, Hey, where are you anyway? On a cloud?

Hey Brother, about this faith stuff. How does it work exactly. I can’t find the truth anywhere around here. And I have this big rock I would like to move.

What? What was that?…………………………………………….I hear ya, man, I hear ya in my heart. You want me to tell them, what?………

My Brother in Heart
Tell them to live from their Hearts

If they only knew! Hey, how many do you feel, felt this post? … I don’t want to end up like you. I hate hanging around all day with nothing to do.

What? What was that?…….Suffer………………. LOL, You crack me up!  What? You tack me up! That’s even better! LOL

Hey, how’s The Invisible Man, I mean, the Invisible Old Man Anyway?…. Is he still playing golf?……………..He’s using Fire Balls! Is that a New brand? I know he liked those Comets for awhile…………..What!, He finally hit a hole in one!

Comet Lovejoy Oh No, Anothe New Comet
Hole in one!

Fantastic!…………………..

What? What’s that?…….. Fore!!!! Yikes!

Knowledge is Power

Experience is Wisdom

Take your Power Back

Live from your Heart

CJC

The Invisible Man The Greatest Story ever told
Man this guy has Heart. Hopefully they have more nails this time.

The Greatest Story Ever Told, The Invisible Man. He’s just make believe. That’s why he’s The Invisible Man!

Blind Faith

Blind Faith in Self Reflection

Blind Faith or narrow minded Reason
Blind Faith or narrow-minded Reason

Have faith or so the saying goes. Isn’t this just Blind Faith? What is faith? Wikipedia defines faith as:

Faith is confidence or trust in a person or thing, or a deity or in the doctrines or teachings of a religion. It may also be belief that is not based on proof. In religion, faith often involves accepting claims about the character of a deity, nature, or the universe. While some have argued that faith is opposed to reason, proponents of faith argue that the proper domain of faith concerns questions which cannot be settled by evidence. For example, faith can be applied to predictions of the future, which (by definition) has not yet occurred.
The word faith is often used as a substitute for hope, trust or belief.

There’s no proof so have Blind Faith. Faith is believing in what is true. Faith has two elements: 1) being convinced of the truth, being certain of reality, having evidence of unseen things, and 2) believing, hoping in, embracing, seizing the truth of something unseen.

Yep, just another definition. Another description of something that’s indescribable. As such does Blind Faith really exist? The concept of faith is a broad one, in its most general description “faith” means much the same as “trust”. “Trust” me, we’ll get there. “Trust” me, I’ll take care of you, “Trust” me, you’ll get you money back. Or even “trust” in me, and you will be saved.

However, with the notion of religious faith or, rather, the kind of faith exemplified in religious faith. The philosophical accounts are almost exclusively about theistic religious faith. Blind faith in God, and they generally, although not exclusively, deal with faith as understood within the Christian branch of the Abrahamic traditions. Blind faith in something we have never experienced. Expect in church. Not one of us live today ever walked with Christ the man. Well maybe one, if you have Blind faith. But, although the theistic religious context settles what kind of faith is of interest, the question arises whether faith of that same general kind also belongs to other, non-theistic, religious contexts, or to contexts not usually thought of as religious at all. It may perhaps be apt to speak of the faith of, (for example), a humanist, or even an atheist, using the same general sense of ‘faith’ as applies to the theist case.

There is, of course, no ‘established’ terminology for different models of faith. So Blind faith is what we get. I always felt that faith is a crutch. It’s something to lean on when we can’t stand on our own two feet. So having faith seemed like a waste of energy. Self awareness doesn’t need faith, it requires knowing. A knowing of the self in an indescribable fashion. It requires one to experience self in as many ways possible. One can change a belief, change a hope, embrace something different, and seize a truth. But the fact remains it is the self that does all these things.

Blind Faith in GOD
Blind Faith in GOD

In a world of energy, where everything in this universe is energy. Faith takes energy. Being in the realm of energy, the human body is an energy body. That rest in a sea of energy emanating from the source of all energy. One may call this source of energy GOD and that’s fine. GOD then becomes a simple matter of ones inventory. A description of the indescribable, trapping one into its realm. I am not arguing the existence of GOD. GOD to me is simply a matter of perception, of the energy source of all things. To give it a personification through requires a description of blind faith. For unless one can see the source of all things with their own awareness, one has no other choice but to have faith that it exist. If giving it a name is what one requires at this time, so be it. Just don’t forget to remember that the name is just a description, to make it easy for one to describe what in reality they can not describe. It’s this blind faith in this something without having seen it for them self that we are discussing. Which brings us back to the self.

The big Enchilada, Blind Faith in Self-Reflection

Blind Faith in Self Reflection
Blind Faith in Self Reflection

Self-Reflection is the key to Blind Faith. For when one doesn’t know them self, then for one to make sense of life. One must have Blind Faith in something else or nothing at all. To get rid of self-reflection, meaning the less one self-reflects, the more one will perceive the world at large and what’s really in this world realm. To be or not to be that is the question?

Blind Faith in self-reflection has two sides. One part contains all that is good. This part makes us stretch into inconceivable worlds of the unknown and tackle the challenges this presents. For this Doowan there is no other force that drives one life to the knowing of ones self. Inner Silence is the way to turn off the internal dialog that keeps us trapped in our reasons description of this world.

While Blind Faith in Self-Reflection has two sides, this in essence is a cohesion, a state of energy. It invariably reflects having a specific energy field. Which can either be ordinary or non-ordinary. The other side to self-refection is the side that consists of all that is putrid. It turns people into petty tyrants, and ego maniacs that keeps perception imprisoned in a world description which one rarely escapes in their lifetime. Thank GOD for Death.

Blind Faith in the Emotional side of Self Reflection

Let’s isolate the two sides for better clarity. The emotional side is where one measures them self about whether one is good or bad, worthy or unworthy, proficient or not.  Self Enhancement, is bolstering or diminishing one’s own sense of self. When seen, people spend huge amounts of energy in defending themselves against the onslaughts of everything that seems to be outside their sense of personal self. This energy (Personal Power) could be better spent or even saved in the pursuit of other life endeavors. Truth is we aren’t the way we think we are.

Have Blind Faith in this statement and see your reaction. Getting angry or irritated when someone sets forth an idea, not inline with ones personal thinking (Internal Dialog) because someone thinks, or behaves contrary to what one believes or feels is appropriate. Being politically correct is a big one now days. It’s a mold we must all fit into or be admonished. Self righteousness or indignation pumping up ones volume of emotional outburst to prove ones point erupts when ones cohesion doesn’t match their surroundings. Have faith in your fellow-man that their point of view is right. Leaves self out of the experience.

Blind Faith in the Mental side of Self Reflection

The other side is all mental. Reason plays a big part in this, thus it defines and interprets ones self, others, and the world in general. Blind Faith in the self-reflection of reason allows only a reasonable point of view. Reason organizes thoughts about our environment, our desires, hopes, dreams, goals, and our world view. It only receives information from the process of talking to ourselves and others. In spite of the power of reason it only caters to perceptions on the surface of ones existence. The more one talks to them self and creates a worldview, the further one is removed from the total experience. Interestingly as one verbalizes, the symbols represent the experience, thus removing one even further from the actual experience it’s self. So reasoning out an experience leaves us twice removed from the experience. This creates an experience in our mind purely of thought separating us even further from the source of creation, which lays beyond description. Thus reason eclipses our other faculties and our perception becomes a narrow band of reason. Since reason only receives information how can it have an original thought of its own?

Blind Faith Never having experienced knowing
Blind Faith Never having experienced knowing

Blind Faith, the bottom line of Self Reflection

The bottom line is that our interpretation, definition, or description of anything, is a reflection from the self to the self within our energy body. This has its highs and lows. Simply by defining something, we bring it into view. The low side is that we don’t let go of our definitions or descriptions of what was just brought into view. How can one remain open to new experiences of awareness with old definitions?

To lose Blind Faith in Self Reflection Don’t criticize others, don’t define yourself, when Blind Faith in Self Reflections surface, track it, find the source. See what it has to reveal. Stop your internal dialog. Gaze frequently. Don’t let the behavior of others offend you. We are no different from any other animals in nature we are a part of. Develop an attitude that we are all a part of nature and nature has energy. Gardening is our passion. Provide service to others, these activities take one away from the Blind Faith of Self Reflection, providing useful experiences and insights about ourselves and others.

Blind Faith or plain faith is a just a description of something unseen. Experience the unseen and drop the distraction. Create a detailed description of ones world, laugh at it, and through it away. Both sides of Self Reflection must be brought under control to proceed to the next level of perception.  This allows one to open new doors of perception, frees up energy for the energy body, and gives one personal power, thereby strengthening ones connection with the spirit. Which is our connection to the source of all things. Blind Faith calls this GOD. Have Faith or don’t have faith, Energy doesn’t have an opinion. It just flows to all things equally from the source.

Knowledge is Power

Take your Power Back

CJC

Blind Faith
Blind Faith
I AM only blind in one eye.

Blind Faith in Self Reflection of the Self

The Great Deception?

Growing Up in, The Great Deception.

The Great Deception
The Great Deception

Before we even go into The Great Deception. I wish to make this crystal clear that this is my questioning. This is my introspection. If this helps one to relate to their own introspection reflection that’s fine. I Am writing it down so that it becomes crystal clear to myself. I have implied here that another should do, but to question everything at this moment.

The Great Deception

I live in a Great Deception. It’s called the illusion, the matrix, my reality. The use of deceit is being used to keep me from my knowing. Knowing what? I would like to say the truth, but I Am convinced that nobody on this earth, knows the truth. We have all been deceived. Even the deceivers have been deceived. The Great Deception is just that, Deception. Deception is the act of misleading another through intentionally false statements or fraudulent actions.

If I take a look at my first years of life. I get an idea of the extent of this Great Deception I am facing. From the beginning of life, I have been told misleading information whether intentionally or not. Santa Claus, Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy, Free will, and I can be anything I want to be, are the start of my Great Deception.

From the day I was born I have been deceived. One might say this is all harmless fun, and now that I AM grown I should know better. The fact remains that this was/is deception. Little white lies to keep one from knowing their reality. Believing in and living in some make-believe reality. So we grow up and learn a description of the world that is The Great Deception. As I grow and learn, I come to find out the first description I grew up with was not reality at all. I AM but a drop in a sea of consciousness. Barely aware of myself.

The Great Deception There is no cause and effect

The Great Deception Cause and Effects

When I discovered these deceptions. It crushed everything, I thought I was.  My first belief in my first description wasn’t real. From that moment I started to question everything I have been told and at that moment I became trapped by the illusion of truth, without any hope of ever discovering my truth. If there is such a thing. I ask this question now. Is there a truth?

I was told there is truth. All one has to do is seek the truth, and one will find it. Why is the truth hidden? Why aren’t we taught the truth from birth? Who’s truth is it? Has one ever attempt to discover it?  Yes, of course. I have!  In my attempt to discover the truth I turned to religion. I was told that in seeking GOD, I will find the truth. Religion is were GOD is. I forget how fast I was deceived before. I found myself in more deception, more white lies to make me feel better about not knowing the truth. In questioning this description. I was told to have faith. What is faith?

Definition of FAITH
1 a: allegiance to duty or a person : loyalty
b: fidelity to one’s promises (2): sincerity of intentions
2 a: belief and trust in and loyalty to God (2): belief in the traditional doctrines of a religion
b: firm belief in something for which there is no proof (2): complete trust
3 : something that is believed especially with strong conviction; especially: a system of religious beliefs.
— on faith
: without question <took everything he said on faith>

I had faith, Santa Claus, Easter Bunny, and Tooth Fairy were real. Now I see the faith I had wasn’t real faith at all. I was believing in a lie. Grow-up they said, those things aren’t real. GOD in religion is real. I have to have faith that faith is the key for finding GOD. And through this faith I will find the truth. It’s one duty to have faith. To have loyalty, a belief , a trust in something for which there is no proof. Complete trust. I remember the last time I did this and what happened to Santa Claus?

Now I’m told to believe in another fairy tale. Oh, but this one is real because the bible is GODS word. How can faith in something, anything, be trusted in The Great Deception?

The belief that I need somebody else to save me, isn’t that just another of The Great Deceptions? It made me dependent on somebody else. Somebody I have never met in person. Oh, there are stories and pictures of this person but I was never able to go up and shaken their hand or given them a big hug or kiss? All one needs is faith to do that.

The Great Deception
The Great Deception

Finding Faith in The Great Deception

Being Saved, is the Great Deception. Some religions believe their lord and master is going to come and save them in the last-minute. Oh, Really? Remember The Easter Bunny? Now why would someone or something do that. Oh, because this something or someone loves me. Then why let somebody suffer right up to the last-minute in their faith and then jump in and save them. To what purpose would that serve. The testing of faith? I have discover from past experience that faith lies. Faith can not be trusted. Just from the definition of faith. It’s Blind Faith. If faith is blind than I have just lost a sense of myself in faith. Faith has again taken something from me which I had before. Before I this faith. I could at the very least look at something and see it. Now I can’t see anything in faith.

I must have faith to be saved. Or so I AM told. While I Am waiting on my lord to tell me what to do and come down and save me. I ask myself. What am I doing to save myself? The Great Deception. Of course if I could save myself why would I wait until the last-minute to do so? Then again why wait for somebody else? It seems to me that as soon,… meaning the minute I could save myself I would. Why hang around in such a god forsaken place as this Great Deception to find the truth. Hoping for somebody else to show up and save me. When I have the power to save myself.

So if it is possible to save oneself, why aren’t more people doing it? Being saved that is! Being Saved is the Great Deception, that’s right, I’m waiting for somebody else to do it for me. I Am just either to lazy to weak, or to ignorant to do it for myself. Maybe, I don’t know how. I wanted and needed somebody else to do for me, what I failed to do for myself. Truth is I might be waiting for a long time. That person may never come.

The Great Deception
The Great Deception Having faith in a lie doesn’t make it truth.

Really the point here is not whether GOD exists. The point here is, what am I doing to save myself from this Great Deception? If it’s nothing. Then I deserve my fate. I’ll sit in my easy chair and take it as it comes. Hopefully my faith in my GOD will save me in time, at the last moment, because I deserve to be saved. After all I had faith in him because I was told too. Because it’s just to hard to do the right thing and attempt to save myself. It could be that I don’t need saving. I Am saved already.

This Doowan now sees things a little different from sitting in my easy chair and waiting to be saved. By God, by Jesus, By Alla, by Aliens, By our government, by anybody else, for that matter, but myself. I have to take action. I have to make the decision, I have to do something. To solve the Great Deception I AM faced with. What? Let somebody else decide for me whether I live or die. Where’s the I Am in letting someone else decide my fate. But again that’s just my experience in this introspection.

Expecting/believing having faith that some other being will come to save me when I can’t save myself is a belief that really needs changing or at the very least proving that this being I am to have faith in exist. So I tempt GOD to find GOD. I jump into the river of faith and I experience. The torrents of currents pushing me down the river. Mashing me up against rocks and pulling me under to drowned. OMG won’t somebody save me?

Understood when one is being flushed down a raging river after jumping in, that jumping in was not the wisest thing to do. Now a helping hand would be nice. There’s still no guaranty that somebody will stick out their hand to help me. So I had better make an attempt to swim towards the shore. There aren’t going to be many people out in the middle of the river willing to lend me a hand. We are all suffering the same fate. I realize I need to help myself and swim towards shore. That way somebody on shore can extend their hand and reach for me. Simply because I made the attempt to get closer to shore where help would be positioned. Which in turn may just save my life. I might be able to make it to shore and pull myself out of this river called faith. There are people willing and able to help pull me out of this raging river. But I Am going to have to swim closer to shore before that happens. Will they be my GOD or a kind Samaritan that just happened to fishing near by?

The Great Deception

The Great Deception of the river of faith.

This leads me back to faith and the Great Deception. Do I have faith in somebody else or faith in myself. If having faith in myself is a deception because I have not power to control my destiny.  And having faith in somebody else is true faith. Prove it. Show me the somebody else that’s going to save me. I don’t what to be told about this person or read about this person. I want to talk with this person feel this person. See this person. Grow in love with this person. This way faith is not necessary thus, it won’t blind me. I’ll know this person. In this Great Deception I was born into. I will test this person, as I have been lie to in the past. Is that too much to ask? Is that too much to expect? Is this experience, not an experience, that can be experienced. Because one needs faith.

If I choose to have faith in myself. Do I need to have faith in myself to discover myself? Won’t faith just blind me to who I really am? Shouldn’t I know myself? Shouldn’t I believe that I will do the right thing for myself? The experience of myself is something that is very real at least for me in this moment. What else do I know but myself. If GOD is anywhere, it must be within myself. For in this moment everything outside of myself is of the Great Deception. In getting to know myself, will I not find God? For how can my GOD live in The Great Deception? Hence, My GOD has me to separate us from the Great Deception outside. My GOD and I become one. Separate from the Great Deception called the illusion, the Matrix, Reality outside. Finding GODS Kingdom within.

In this moment for me. I come to a point at which I must make a decision. To believe in somebody else in the Great Deception or to believe in myself in the Great Deception.

Deception
The Great Deception Myself or Somebody else.

So I start swimming closer to shore and see Doowans News&Events they have their hand extended. Coming just a little closer, a little closer, a little closer, We Connect!

I hear, hold tight and don’t let go! Let’s get you out of this mess and dry you off! Your all wet. Hungry? We can cook up some fish.

Knowledge is Power

Take your Power Back

CJC

The Great Deception
The Great Deception Believing in somebody else besides yourself.

The Great Deception