THE FALL OF MAN is not a Downer, its simply a reflection

Spiritual Beings path
Follow the path with Heart It’s up or down depending on one point of view

We all know the story of THE FALL OF MAN. Once one reaches bottom of THE FALL OF MAN the only thing LEFT TO DO is to rise.

THE FALL OF MAN, or the fall, used in Christianity to describe the fall of the first man and woman from a state of innocent obedience to God to a state of guilty disobedience.

Tree of Knowledge, Choices
Oh Adam, It’s good to eat.

Although not named in the Bible, as THE FALL OF MAN, the doctrine of the fall comes from a biblical interpretation of Genesis chapter 3… At first, Adam and Eve lived with God in the Garden of Eden, when the serpent tempted them into eating the fruit from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, which God had forbidden. After doing so, they became ashamed of their nakedness and God expelled them from the Garden to prevent them from eating from the Tree of Life and becoming immortal.

Of course some trees are different then others
Of course some trees are different than others

I find this interesting. As it appears mankind was never immortal from the beginning. Nor, did mankind have the knowledge of Good and Evil. Plus, why would GOD put these trees where mankind would be tempted to eat them? That is, if GOD want mankind to remain in their ignorance/nakedness.

My question to GOD is, Has Mankind reach the bottom,,, the end of its fall yet? Has GOD already cast humanity into the bottomless pit to fall for all eternity?

Repent!, he says,,,,,,,, Repent for what? Becoming Conscious of Good and Evil?

Down We Go

Sumerian Tablet
The Tree of Life

Most believe humanity is at the pinnacle of its existence. In essence, to date, man has evolved to its highest degree of knowledge and innerstanding thus far. The technology at present is the highest man has ever achieved. In retrospect, this isn’t the case.

When in fact,,, Man may still be experiencing, THE FALL OF MAN. Plus, and I am being positive here, humanity is not as Spiritual as it once was. When one looks into the past we find Modern Man cannot do the things that Ancient Man could. However, what is the climb down to one man, can be the climb up for another. It’s a matter of perspective.

The creation of Man
We can Transcend our suffering by becoming Spiritual Beings

The story of the Garden of Eden and THE FALL OF MAN represents a tradition among the Abrahamic peoples, with a presentation more or less symbolical of certain moral and religious truths written for the Jewish people. What this has to do with Humanity is questionable, since most of humanity is not Jewish. Therefore this Doowan Questions everything, thus assumes nothing.

THE FALL OF MAN is not to belittle ones belief. It’s simply a reflection of the story given to humanity. One can ask their own questions, and believe what they want to believe.

Truth is, some of these beliefs are over two thousand years old. Isn’t time we take a look at them to SEE if those beliefs still serve us on our Fall down/up from grace.

Genesis 3 New International Version (NIV)


3.1.) Now the serpent was more crafty than any of the wild animals the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden’?”

2.) The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden,

3.) but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”

4.) “You will not certainly die,” the serpent said to the woman.

5.) “For God knows that when you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”
6.) When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it.

7.) Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves.
8.) Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the Lord God as he was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from the Lord God among the trees of the garden.

9.) But the Lord God called to the man, “Where are you?”
10.) He answered, “I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked; so I hid.”
11.) And he said, “Who told you that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?”
12.) The man said, “The woman you put here with me—she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.”
13.) Then the Lord God said to the woman, “What is this you have done?”
The woman said, “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.”
14.) So the Lord God said to the serpent, “Because you have done this,
“Cursed are you above all livestock
and all wild animals!
You will crawl on your belly
and you will eat dust
all the days of your life.
15.) And I will put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspring and hers;
he will crush your head,
and you will strike his heel.”
16.) To the woman he said,
“I will make your pains in childbearing very severe;
with painful labor you will give birth to children.
Your desire will be for your husband,
and he will rule over you.”
17.) To Adam he said, “Because you listened to your wife and ate fruit from the tree about which I commanded you, ‘You must not eat from it,’
“Cursed is the ground because of you;
through painful toil you will eat food from it
all the days of your life.
18.) It will produce thorns and thistles for you,
and you will eat the plants of the field.
19.) By the sweat of your brow
you will eat your food
until you return to the ground,
since from it you were taken;
for dust you are
and to dust you will return.”
20.) Adam[c] named his wife Eve, because she would become the mother of all the living.
21.) The Lord God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothed them.

22.) And the Lord God said, “The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil. He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever.”

23.) So the Lord God banished him from the Garden of Eden to work the ground from which he had been taken.

24.) After he drove the man out, he placed on the east side of the Garden of Eden cherubim and a flaming sword flashing back and forth to guard the way to the tree of life.

Spiritual Beings Logic
Ok, jeez old man, why bring him into this?

Wow, who’s the antagonist in this story? The snake? I think not. It becomes necessary to point out some interesting details in this story. Simply to see if the fruit is still working.

Besides the obvious that GOD has legs, and doesn’t like the heat of the day. What was GOD attempting to keep humanity from? The knowledge of Good and Evil, and the Tree of Immortality. Sow, not only were we ignorant, we weren’t immortal either.

GOD DAMN,,,, the punishment seems a little harsh. After all it was only the knowledge of Good and Evil that Adam and Eve ate. Oooops, sow Adam and Eve ate his fruit then realized they were ignorant/naked. Is the knowledge of Good and Evil what GOD considers sin or is it that we ate his fruit, and disobeyed GOD?

Another thing that stands out in this story is that GOD lied to Adam and Eve. 3.) but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”

Sow, lying to your children is OK? Well did they die?  NO!!! Why didn’t GOD take care of the problem right then and there? Because, he loves man and wanted to give man a way back to the garden. Interesting way to show ones love, verses (16 through 19). I think a time out may have done the trick, don’t you?

Ahhh, and what happen to the snake that told the truth. He gets to crawl on his belly and eat dirt. Plus, His head gets crushed. Yikes!!!!

Snake Totem and the tree of Knowledge
Snake a sacred Symbol for Spiritual Beings. Be careful it doesn’t have the same meaning NOW.

In Gnosticism, the G is silent. The snake is thanked for bringing knowledge to Adam and Eve, and thereby freeing them from the Demiurge’s control. The Demiurge banished Adam and Eve, because man was now a threat. A threat to whom,,,, GOD? Really?

  1. Demiurge, a being responsible for the creation of the universe, in particular.
    (in Platonic philosophy) the Maker or Creator of the world.
    (in Gnosticism and other theological systems) a heavenly being, subordinate to the Supreme Being, considered to be the controller of the material world and antagonistic to all that is purely spiritual.

In Philip Pullman’s, His Dark Materials series (1995, 1997, 2000), THE FALL OF MAN is presented in a positive light, as it is the moment at which human beings achieve self-awareness, knowledge, and freedom. Pullman believes that it is not worth being innocent if the price is ignorance and slavery. Of course, there are those who would disagree!

Product Baby Legal Fiction
No way!!! We aren’t slaves to the system.

On The Way Down

According to archaeological studies, in the past man was at a much higher degree of consciousness with a much higher Technology (“science of craft”), as seen in ancient sites around the earth. Just look at the wonders they created with bronze tools….. LOL

Funny… this rock is harder than bronze.

Or how about this one…

Damn, they were really good with those hammers and chisels.

Why some think it was aliens, and not ancient man, is beyond me. Ha, Ha, Ha!  In Truth the evidence points to THE FALL OF MAN. Mans fall from what man once was, to what man is NOW.

Yep, man just falls lower and lower

What/Who caused THE FALL OF MAN is a mystery story. Who’s the author of your story? No doubt humanity has Fallen. What we do when we hit bottom makes the difference.

Mineral Mud Bath
Would that be Mud Bath or Blood Bath?
I guess, both would work. The question remains, Which do you prefer?

In that time, THE FALL OF MAN may have meant… Mankind was in the Autumn/Fall of its great year, thus mankind may still have its Winter, Spring, and Summer ahead resulting from the Persecution of the Equinox.

As with the cycle of seasons each having their turn. Therefore Humanity has its cycles. Since the Spring Equinox in March is the real start of the NEW YEAR, we have the spring and summer of this year to look forward too.

Some of Humanity live by a different calendar plastered on the walls of heaven. No matter which calendar you choose, it’s Time to lick our wounds, dust our selves off, and rise towards our Destiny.

The Recapitulation is a Powerful Tool
We are all connected to The Source. The Recapitulation helps clean the connecting link with Intent

Two thousand one hundred and fifty years later, THE WINTER OF MAN is over. We where knock down and knock out. However, HUMANITY IS ON IT’S KNEES, and the referee is still counting. Seven, Eight, Nine….

Ding!!!!, was that the bell, end of the round? Let’s call this fight off, you win GOD, my ears are ringing and I AM a little dizzy from THE FALL OF MAN.

Trees talk. Learn to listen
Hey wait. I didn’t tell you a secret about my Plums Yet! Shit, they left. Now who will cut the lawn?

The Spring of Humanity is just around the Corner according to the Zodiac. Or maybe your still FALLing.

The power in Spirit.
Flying on the Wings of Consciousness with Creation under my Wings

Knowledge is Power
Experience is Wisdom
Your Power is Yours

After The Fall of Man we rise


Winky, My alter Ego
What goes up must come down & vise versa. See ya on the rebound.

The Fall of Man is not a problem when one has wings.




Babel on, Say what you mean and mean what you Say!

The Tower of Babel
We must have pissed somebody off. Now all we do is Babel

In the beginning there was one language. The Tower of Babel, has confused one’s Intent. Cleaning the connecting link to Intent. Is the Warrior’s challenge. When a Spirit embarks on the Warriors path they become aware in a gradual manner, that ordinary life has been left behind. The means of the ordinary world are no longer a buffer. The Spirit must adopt a new way of life if it is to survive. As our thoughts come in the form of words/siduals/sounds. What we Think/Reason is usually expressed in words as thoughts, sometimes pictures, we see and hear. Then we voice. “Say what you mean and mean what you say“. Understanding language and the sounds that makeup words where the intent of the words were changed, may be the key to changing ones thoughts. Or continue to Babel on with the Babel you think you voice.

There is a lot of information here which has been my challenge to put together without the usual Babel in my head. To express with clarity and to write the words were they have different meanings where the Power of Intent is not in the literal Babel.

I found that slowing down and reflecting on the words/siduals/sounds has helped me to write this post, Babel. In an attempt to share some Ideas allorgorically and anagogical, Hint, Hint. Where some of the words have a different Intent then what is presumed in the literal sense. By no means perfect but it’s a start. Breathing in the sounds helps when reading, using the breath to feel the intent of the magic. These are only suggestions, what one Babels is entirely up to them.

Another Tower of Babel
Or could the Tower of Babel have been more like this?

To Babel:

The literal. (See Synonyms at noise, (noiz) Referenced further below*.)

1. A confusion of sounds or voices.
a. Sounds or a sound that is loud, unpleasant, unexpected, or undesired.
b. Sounds or a sound of any kind: “The only noise was the wind in the pines”.
2. A loud outcry or commotion: the noise of the mob; a lot of noise over the new law.
3. Physics A disturbance, especially a random and persistent disturbance, that obscures or reduces the clarity of a signal.
4. Computer Science Irrelevant or meaningless data.
5. Informal
a. A complaint or protest.
b. Rumor; talk.

Sound is the Power of Creation and we create through the casting of spells/sounds with the use of our Toroidal Field from our voice/throat chakra, with the use of a language and Power of Intent. Be careful what you wish for as your wish will be granted. Babel a wish or create a reality. It is all done with the power of sound vibration.

Toroidal Field of the Spirit
Notice how it comes out of the throat chakra. And the heart creates its own field

Here, Let me create with sound to show one how it is done. Close your eyes and think of the word Hummingbird. Better yet, have somebody speak it to you. It works either way.

Did you hear a sound inside? Did you SEE a picture of a Hummingbird? That voice you heard and the picture you perceived was the sound of creation that is within you, and that’s as loud as the voice needs to be to create. We do this every time we utter a word. To the being we are speaking with and our self in the same Moment. Called co-creation. This is why understanding the Intent behind the words is crucial. Most of the world speaks English. However, English words were borrowed from other older languages which had other sounds along with a different Intent and meanings. One doesn’t need to know all the other languages to understand their meaning sometimes it’s as simple as taking apart the word and SEEING it. Here’s a few examples, Belief Separate the syllables and we see Be-Lie-F. Just add the (uck) and one SEES the intent. One of my favorites is Natures, Nat-ures or Not Yours. SEE? No pressure just have fun and attempt to SEE how the words fall apart. It’s been call Phonics, but I have found it’s more like Phoenician or Phonican Foen-i-can. It’s time to phone home. LOL

However we have been dupped into believing that the English language Babel is only used for communication and the definitions we have been taught are the only meanings. Well that’s a belief. In fact, legalize uses the same words in English but imply a different meaning. So if one applies the common definition to legalize one will assume a different meaning like Person, Citizen, Resident, Tenant and my favorite You. As one is beginning to SEE our language has been changed from the past. Where there was one language humanity spoke.  But something happened and now we make nothing but noise when we speak, but the sounds will still create. The question is what?

There a story, that some being, the God of the Bible change the one language at the Tower of Babel, to a multitude. That mankind has now become confused in his languages and Intent in its use. So we Babel on creating what we Babel. Never understanding what we create is nothing but Babel, a noise. Silence is Golden. Sometimes saying nothing at all is the best way to answer a question. Or simply say yes or no. Almost impossible to distort the Intent in those two words.

New Tower of Babel
I bet there’s lots of meaningless Babel in there

Babel in the Bible

Ba·bel (bā′bəl, băb′əl) In the Bible, a city (thought to be Babylon) in Shinar where God confounded a presumptuous attempt to build a tower into heaven by confusing the language of its builders into many mutually incomprehensible languages. Anyone in their right mind would have to ask. Why would a Loving GOD come down and confuse the speech of his creation? Does this god not what us to create?

Noise, Noise, what’s all the Noise?

*c or SEE. Noises Remarks or actions intended to convey a specific impression or to attract attention: And where attention goes, energy flows. This is the Power of Intent, where the Intent of the noise causes an effect. Thus becoming aware of what one Babels. Could change your reality. At the very least a belief.

Noise (nɔɪz)
1. a sound, esp. one that is loud or disturbing
2. loud shouting; clamour; din
3. (Electronics) any undesired electrical disturbance in a circuit, degrading the useful information in a signal. See also signal-to-noise ratio
4. (General Physics) undesired or irrelevant elements in a visual image: removing noise from pictures.
5. talk or interest: noise about strikes.
6. (plural) conventional comments or sounds conveying a reaction, attitude, feeling, etc: she made sympathetic noises.
7. make a noise, to talk a great deal or complain
8. make noises about, to give indications of one’s intentions: the government is making noises about new social security arrangements.
9. (Theatre) noises off, theatre sounds made offstage intended for the ears of the audience: used as a stage direction
10. (tr; usually foll by abroad or about) to spread (news, gossip, etc)
11. (intr) to talk loudly or at length
12. (intr) to make a din or outcry; be noisy
[C13: from Old French, from Latin: nausea]

A scene of noise and confusion. Yep that’s what we have to ad nauseam. A scene of noise and confusion. These nouns refer to loud, confused, or disagreeable sound or sounds. Noise is the least specific: deafened by the noise in the subway.

A din is a jumble of loud, usually discordant sounds: the din of the factory.

Racket is loud, distressing noise: the racket made by trucks rolling along cobblestone streets.

Uproar, pandemonium, and hullabaloo imply disorderly tumult together with loud, bewildering sound: “The evening uproar of the howling monkeys burst out” (W.H. Hudson); “a pandemonium of dancing and whooping, drumming and feasting” (Francis Parkman); a tremendous hullabaloo in the agitated crowd.

Hubbub emphasizes turbulent activity and concomitant din: the hubbub of bettors, speculators, tipsters, and touts.

Clamor is loud, usually sustained noise, as of a public outcry of dissatisfaction: “not in the clamor of the crowded street” (Henry Wadsworth Longfellow); a debate that was interrupted by a clamor of opposition.

Babel stresses confusion of vocal sounds arising from simultaneous utterance and random mixture of languages: guests chattering in a babel of tongues at the diplomatic reception.

Doesn’t this paint a pretty picture? Nothing but noise and more Babel. Unless one has the Heartmind eyes to SEE, and ears to HEAR something other than noise.

Word History: Those who find that too much noise makes them ill may not be surprised that the word noise can be traced back to the Latin word nausea, “seasickness, feeling of sickness.” Our words nausea and noise are doublets, words borrowed in different forms from the same word that may not have the same meaning. Nausea, first recorded probably before 1425, was borrowed directly from Latin. Noise, first recorded around the beginning of the 13th century, came to us through Old French, which explains its change in form. Old French nois probably also came from Latin nausea, as seems possible, there was a change of sense during the Vulgar Latin period, whereby the meaning “seasickness” changed to a more general sense of “discomfort.” Word meanings can sometimes change for the better, and of course, a noise does not have to be something unpleasant, as in the sentence, “The only noise was the wind in the pines.

And the wind speaks to us all. Are you getting sick of all the noise? Listen to the wind in the pines.

Natures Tower of Babel
Natures Tower of Babel. And they call the Wind Mariah

The Tower of Babel

This story explains the confusion of tongues: variation in human language.  Not the Reason. The story’s theme of competition between the Lord and humans appears elsewhere in Genesis, in the story of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden as well where Adam and Eve where not to partake of the fruit, the Knowledge of good and evil. Seems god was worried about his creation returning to their right mind. Oooops, that’s the power of creation.

The Tower of Babel (Hebrew: מגדל בבל‎ Migdal Bavel Arabic: برج بابل‎ Borj Baabel) forms the focus of a story told in the Book of Genesis of the Bible. Which of course is more Babel. According to the story, a united humanity of the generations following the Great Flood, speaking a single language and migrating from the east, came to the land of Shinar (Hebrew: שנער‎). As the King James version of the Bible Babels it:

4. And they said, Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven; and let us make us a name, lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth.

5 And the Lord came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of men builded.

6 And the Lord said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do.

7 Go to, let us go down, and there confound their language, that they may not understand one another’s speech.

8 So the Lord scattered them abroad from thence upon the face of all the earth: and they left off to build the city.

9 Therefore is the name of it called Babel; because the Lord did there confound the language of all the earth: and from thence did the Lord scatter them abroad upon the face of all the earth.

—Genesis 11:4–9

Crying Eyes
Finding the right words is not an easy task. Even harder spelling them.

I find some very interesting phrasing/Babel in the passages above/below.

4. And they said, Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven; and let us make us a name, lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth.

First I find, “And they said, Go to”. Go, caught my attention so I stated to research this words roots. The root is in the Middle English word gon or Gon(e). So I referenced it back even further and found Old English where the siduals are gan, gegan. Spoken from middle Voice. However there’s even more to this word as it can be suffix from Latin, Greek as well as Germanic. All with different siduals and sounds.Those that have eyes let them SEE. Simply, I find it interesting that it is stated, “And they said, Go to, Let us build a City and a Tower”. Is there something missing here?

The other word that caught my attention was the word LET(s). The creator uses this word a lot when creating the Universe as SEEN in Genesis. Must be some magic in this word.

“Let us make a name”. We believe our selves to be human. At least that’s what we call ourselves. Is that our name? For me I find it to be more of a color temperature. Hu or hue as in color hue which of course there are a lot of colors/temperatures to man. So human is not a name it’s a description. What hu are you man? Which brings into view the Idea of the name. What would you call us? Better yet, What would you like to be called?

The phrase I find most interesting to me, “And the Lord said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do”.

Wow, “Behold the people is one”. Not gooder English, but I believe we get the Idea here. By being of one peoples we can do anything we can imagine being of one mind. Thus god confused our language so that we could not come together in our creation, or our thoughts. Are we starting to SEE what we have to do to reverse this curse that was put upon us by some so-called god? To again, reverse what we have created through our Babel. Those that have ears let them hear.

Then there’s, “And the Lord came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of men builded”. Go to, and play with this one. Have some fun!

Me, Myself, and I in Spirit
Greater words were never spoken. What Language were they spoken from? The language of the Heart of course.

“Verily, Verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and (of) the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God”. Not necessarily in that order. Water is one of the cardinal elements of creation. Made up of Hydrogen and Oxygen. Water represents truth the flowing of the universe. One must be born of Spirit before they find the water within. And of course the water is inside of us. There you will find the kingdom of God which of course is the water/truth flowing in you. The creator of your reality. Is you. No one else perceives your reality. It’s all you from different bubbles of perception. Babel on or flow with truth.

I have only touched on the meanings for me in these words/siduals/sounds. Sharing just enough to show “Say what you mean and mean what you say” has a profound effect on your personal reality. Better one finds their own meanings. This starts the cleaning of the connecting link to your Intent. As the words one speaks becomes the cause and the effect is the reflection.

Babel on if you want. I will not intrude on your free will to create. I find the more I awaken to Spirit the less I have or even want to say. And I have said enough already. Creating is what we do best. Quit feeding the beast by holding ones tongue. Realize what you say may not have the meaning of your Intent and therein lies the problem. Does one really know what one is voicing?

If not, shut-up, be Quite! Oil and Water will never mix no matter how well it is shaken. Could it be the god of the bible did us a favor. Can you imagine if everything we utter manifested. Well in this New Age of Aquarius it’s beginning to happen. “Say what you mean and mean what you say“! Your wish will be granted.

Genie Granting wishes
Presto, your wish is my command

To read a full account of the story of Babel one can start with this or Oxfords Bibilical studies, it’s all Babel to me. I AM done with all this noise/Babel. Now I AM OK with that! How about you?

Knowledge is Power

Experience is Wisdom

Take your Power Back

Babel less create more


Winky,on the Tower of Babel
It’s up, up and away!

One need only to stop the Babel, Creation Awaits your Cause


Life is Choices.

Tree of Knowledge, Choices
Oh Adam, It’s good to eat.

In my Spirit travels, I found this wonderful Spiritual being that says exacting what my Spirit feels. In The Spirit of Reflection, Choices is her writing, I wish to share. There are other Essays that I will be sharing as well. As in Spirit I Am speechless. I found this essay to be a good starting point for those wishing to live in Spirit. Life is Choices, making the right one will make the difference in your life.

I know, it has in mine. Yes, I still find myself mourning the old paradigm. However, it has become very distasteful when I look back on the old reflection of me. Simply because the old me is Who I Am Not. In Spirit one finds their true self. Something we are not accustom to being. As we have been taught to be something we are not. When one discovers Spirit the system fights tooth and nail to keep one stuck in the old paradigm of slavery to the all capital legal name. Zombies in the Real World best describes this allegory. Where we are the walking dead, as anything legal is dead. In Spirit one is alive. Where one is in the world but not of it.

Christ warned us of this. Now is the time we awaken to the Christ consciousness within us all. Reflected in the story of Christ we find that the system crucifies The Spirit of God. Yes to live in Spirit one must be crucified by the system, Experience three days of Darkness and then be born again in Spirit. It has been said, There is a New Paradigm coming. When in fact it is already here. Step into Spirit and be of the New Paradigm reflection. Or remain in the old Paradigm of the walking dead. Choices is the new paradigm reflection. The living Spirit in the white light of truth.

It is Finished

Facing the fear is Spirits first challenge. I have discovered, These are the old programs that are left running in the mind of man. The programming of fear. Knowing that the old programming means death to the Spirit. I have discovered our Reason doesn’t give up so easily. But my Heart knows better. This is what it means to me, to live in the Heart. In the Heartmind of Spirit. In The Singularity, really it all comes down to Choices.  The time is NOW to Choose. Enjoy Choices!

It's Choices
Conscious Choices. What’s missing in this picture? Is NOW!


The path we walk is a narrow one. The roads around it are wide and colourfully distracting. You will find most of the people out there on those roads and very few that can manage the narrows. Scylla and Charybdis, the devil and the deep blue sea will be on each side of you in the age-old, damned if you do, damned if you don’t dichotomy. It takes a steady helmsman to steer any ship through these treacherous waters and few survive the journey. The temptations will be vast, varied and many to distract you and force you onto the rocks at the first slip of sweaty hands on the rudder. You will be tested at every turn to measure the mettle
of your stamina, endurance and tolerances of spirit. Such is the quest you are on. You are awake now and there is work to be done, some more than others and that depends on previous lessons and previous lives’ experiences.

Your road, your choices. During the moment of every decision, you have two paths, one choice of which one to follow. The carnal aspect of your left mind seeks the pleasure of the easy road that leads to the satiation of desires.

The spiritual aspect of the right mind remains closed if the wrong paths are taken. Only in the left mind can you be led by emotion and in the right mind, you hold the helm of the heart where the truth steers you through the rapids. These waters we travel on have all manner of weather with clear sailing and storms that many shall succumb to. This game only offers one life per level and it is up to you to ensure the lesson you seek is learned lest you lose that life and have to start anew with a new game piece called the human body.

What it means to be Human
Heart is in the center for a purpose. It’s called centering ones being. The Narrow path.

Some people place their game pieces in front of the TV and ravage it with processed poisons; others prefer to keep that temple a little more pure. In short, you are on a mission of self, a journey of spiritual evolution if but you will see that. You have the choice of losing some of your crew on your ship or losing the whole ship but be assured, there is a price to pay. Every decision you make will always cost you something if an exchange of truth is to be gained. If you didn’t earn it, you didn’t learn it. It is the reluctance to let go of anything that costs you dearly and inevitably, the most in the end. I have often used the example of an open hand with sand or sand being squeezed in a clenched fist. The sand will always leave the clenched hand by virtue of the pressure  exerted upon it.

The more you resist, the more it persists. These are fundamental natural laws that you have been steered away from to ensure that you hit the whirlpool of Charybdis. This is your rock and a hard place choice. In the desert when one digs a well, most times the well has to be forced to give water by pouring vast amounts of precious water to break it open, sometimes the entire contents of the reserves on hand. This is a “do or die” scenario. The water reserves will keep you alive for a season whereas the well will keep you alive for a lifetime. The only choice really is one that asks how long do you want to live? The allegorical and metaphorical nature of the bible has many of the same occult or hidden truths that were placed there for those with eyes to see it.

The Eyes to See Choices
We can see into our self. And discover the truth. Choices are only the beginning

How any times have you used the poetic nature of an analogy to convey a concept where the normal use of words just can’t say it? This is the mystic way, the way of the ancients to make sure that those who would read it generations later, wouldn’t lose the message or the concepts of the teachings of the most profound of truths. These are your maps and your charts to navigate the choppy waters we all must sail upon. The Pillars of Hercules are your temples on each side of your head, all the clues are there if you choose to see them or continue to choose the blindness of your emotions. Between these Temples of Solomon you will find Scylla and Charybdis on the waters of truth. There is no security here. There is only you and how you choose to helm your ship. If you dare, you will pass many that have pulled into the security of a port along these emotional waters and, there they will remain, because it is com-fort-able; literally the fort around Abel where none may enter. Only a ship moving beyond these ports will stand a chance of reaching its destination.

You will meet many on your travels that will sail with you for a while but they too, some of them, will pull into their own ports where their ships will rot in harbour from neglect and distracted forgetfulness. But your ship is strong, seaworthy and able to ride the storms out for you have been on these waters a long time. You are the seasoned sailor, used to ripped sails and shredded rigging, fixing holes in your flanks from the rocks on occasion but still, you will sail on. The further you travel these straits, the fewer ships you will find in your fleet but there will be others who are just as willing to carry on regardless of the cost because you know, somewhere deep inside you, the prize is worth it.

The Energy Body And Dreams
The prize is you. Your Spirit the essence of you. In the Lake of Consciousness.

There will be days where you doubt your ship, where you’re caught in the doldrums, if but for a while. These are the things that truly test the integrity of your hull and your ability to navigate without stars or suns. You will question every choice prior that finds you where you are if the way is not clear when suddenly, and always, your own star appears and the winds renew the filling of your canvas. You have taken the time during these doldrums to stitch tears, replace masts that were felled by the bigger storms. The bigger storms leave you with more repairs and more decisions to be made to either pull into a port, and, be satisfied where you are, or to simply fix things on the fly during your “down” times.

Albino Hummingbird
Hummingbird on the fly. Hey, could have been pigs.

But you are an experienced captain. The further you travel, the more you get to know the crew but, you also know that there will still be times ahead where some of this crew will be lost. You will also find that you will always have exactly the right crew left to continue sailing after the mourning is over. Yes, this way is narrow and this way is painful at times but you also know that with each passing storm, you will be a better captain or be one that gives up. That really is the only choice you have, no other. This choice is yours and yours alone because this ship is YOU. Some have lost their ships completely but they have continued in the water with the pieces left of a shattered hull, with their charts gripped in one hand and a paddle in the other. Yet they persevere because they know the prize is waiting.

They don’t know exactly what that prize is but they know, instinctively and intuitively that the prize will replace their ship a thousand fold. This is the journey of you. This is the homecoming to the true self within. This is the ascension. There is no one coming to save you, to whisk you up to safety on this journey. It will be you and you alone who decides if you make it and so very few ever will and I now know why. A question I have constantly asked myself is this; if not me then, who can do this? Some of you already know what that means and I will not explain it any further. If you do not understand the question then you will never
understand the answer because you’re not ready to ask either. Your actions are your measure. How you treat the other ships sailing with you will place you a long way back in the fleet or in the lead much in the same way geese take turns leading when the current leader falls back due to exhaustion.

Even so, they still fly as one flock/fleet inasmuch as we too must sail on as one yet so very few can or will with some resorting to raiding and boarding other ships as a result of emotions. Many will be pulled down by the whirlpool of Charybdis; very few will pass near Scylla fearing to lose anything or anyone at all. We, who have chosen to sail closer to Scylla, know of the pitfalls and the guarantee of the losses of some of those closest to us. We saw that early on our voyage when first we set sail. We dared to create small ripples on the illusional pristine surface of these security laden waters and many around us scoffed. We were exchanging what used to pass for reality for something that actually was reality but then people don’t want waves in their ports of lading. Their berths are secure with their slavery of ignorance freely chosen; let them go. There will be those of you who are truly able to read this and everything I am including here where you might see between the lines and garner more than the superficial layer of literal, and delve deeper into the metaphors presented. You might see the fractal nature of this game in that all things are in all things, such is the cosmic way.

Choices the Seed of Man
Make Choices to plant the Seeds of Spirit.

The ship I refer to is ancient etymology for the word “mind”. This may also hint as to why the system uses all things “ship” as well. Knowing the root/route of a “whirred” allows for the deeper and truer understanding of the deceptions and veils cast over us. A veil can cover whereas a vale is also open meadow, same sound, different intentions. The only veil that you need to use is the one that covers the left mind, the carnal mind of emotions in order that you may finally come to see yourself as the captain and god that you are. Yes, there IS a war on for your mind and they use all the tools they can to keep you listening to the only crew member that is trying to scuttle your ship; Cain/left mind/carnal/the wife of emotion. In order to be master and commander of your ship, this mutineer must be silenced and tossed in the brig where it belongs. Cain will go to all your crew members to keep you in turmoil and to keep you putting out constant emotional fires lit on your decks.

Once you can bring Cain under control, thus your emotions, you can begin to move forward again. Emotion is E-motion which is “no motion” and will land you in the doldrums every time. It is more a question of “Do your emotions control you or do you control them?” That is a question only you can answer if you even have the strength to face it and ask. Most people will not ask that question because they are too busy being wrapped up in the illusion of a game that is designed to keep you there. If but only, you could see that. I have lost my most precious crew members in my journey but then, somehow I already knew I would and it’s taken me my own time to see that for what it is. Things like this are merely a test to see if you will yield to Cain and wallow in the left mind doldrums. People will quibble and squabble thinking they can figure out courts, governments, and man’s inferior to natural laws yet totally miss their own boat in the process. That is the intention of this game and test. Will you be distracted and yield to the ego that says you must fight and win, or, will you simply see this game for what it is and peacefully sail through the storms you inevitably have brought upon yourself to see if YOU could handle it?

Free Spirit
Born of Light and Love are the only choices

I chose to see my lessons for what they are in my own journey of spiritual evolution. I know the prize that awaits and I will be relentless in its pursuit. There are many that have been duped into “positions of feigned power” wherein they think they are in control of others. The truth is, they have lost control of their own self more so because it is they who are ruled completely by Cain and have the furthest to sail as a result. This is why I don’t get angry or hurt anymore with what has been “done” to me.

This game for me is a net result of MY choices and no-one else’s. That will be a very large blue pill for people to swallow. I have been through some major storms, had my ship almost sank a few times and it has suffered more broadsides than most could handle. Alas, this was my choice in order to grow and evolve as the divine being I am and that you are, if only you could see that. I have learned how to change tack in the doldrums where they can’t hold my ship still like they used to and it’s as simple as being responsible for your emotions and choosing whether or not you want that particular feeling. Just with that thought alone, your
sails will begin to billow as a new wind arises to move you along. Again, YOU are the captain and where your ship goes and how it sails is your decision fully but only once you grab your own helm back. Cain will wrestle with you incessantly, he will badger you for control and make you think it’s still you running the ship. The only usefulness this crew member has is his ability to use logic and nothing else. This is about modifying your ship, streamlining it so it travels clean and true through the storms that may or may not follow and, that too, is still your choice. It all depends if you saw the lesson for what it was and not just another reason to bitch at others because Cain/ego told you so.

We make Choices on the Yellow Brick Road. to get back home where we belong
We make Choices on the Yellow Brick Road. To get back home where we belong

Anger, hate, fear, lust, pride, and greed etc. are utterly useless in the spiritual sense but the ego/Cain will tell you otherwise because emotion dictates the choices. Emotions will steer your ship into dangerous waters every time until you become as “Spock” where the need of the many, far outweigh the need of the few. This is where we all must “Vulcanize” our ships, our hulls and our rigging. This is an upgrade towards “god-mode”. Will you be distracted with exotic ports of call, lured by the Sirens onto the rocks or the Mermaids calling you to your doom as you are drowned in these illusions? Does your ship and your crew matter
enough to you to make the difficult choices and chart your way with precise and narrow accuracy? I have been judged too many times to count, been accused of egotistical ways due to my passion and have been loved and hated more than many people that I know, including my own flesh and blood. Yet, I will sail on knowing the true purpose of this journey. This is the journey of me and I know I’m finally up to the task. Yes, I will still hit some choppy water which will allow me to further unpack my camel where the needle gets wider every day too.

I no longer have pity or any emotions for those who win or lose in the game because I know why now. They, like me, are on their own journey for their own experiences and salvation whether it happens this lifetime or next. That is no longer my concern since I have a more important job to helm my own ship where I don’t collide with anyone else’s or find myself floundering in the shallows and shoals. The deeper the water, the smoother the sailing. Just like a pool; you can drown in either end be it the deep end, or the shallow one. This pool has a few more challenges. This ocean is fraught with Scylla and Charybdis at every choice. You can choose to see that, or not. This ocean is within each and every one of us if we but just close our eyes and see it. Nothing outside of ourselves has any answers, merely clues towards finding the true answers within. I look around me and see very few ships alongside but I also see that not far behind are the sails of others that are quickly catching up. I will choose Scylla every single time because in that choice, my ship will never be lost in the abyss of Charybdis’ whirlpool of total destruction, reboot.

Faced with Choices. Command your ship through the narrows.

Whether or not you get home this time is your choice and some have many experiences to learn yet. Much like those that I never knew who took it upon themselves to steal much from me in the material sense. All good here and they can be owned by the possessions that once possessed me. They also get to experience exactly what they have sown in their own ignorance and delusions. I have chosen to flow in the current of life, not death.

Choices the current of Life
Choices become the current of Life. Be in charge.

Those that I love will see this, or they won’t; their choice. All those that have run for the hills and securities of a port have only themselves to judge for I can judge them not; only see it for what it is. The majority of the most loved and most trusted in my life have been lost to Scylla but that was just a part of my own test to see if I would pass. I’ve never allowed myself the luxury of failure for too long anyway and now it is hours in the doldrums versus months. They will see the light I offer or they will wrestle with Cain to justify why they cannot. I have no need to forgive anyone since that, in and of itself, is casting a judgment where somehow, something wrong was done to me.

Whatever the reasons that people use to justify their actions and lives is entirely and only up to them since I sail on a ship of love with beacons blazing. I will suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune because I know that I can. I captain a flagship, not a ship of the line. I am well stocked and well armoured now with every new upgrade after every battle and storm. I could only wish that ideal to be had by others but then, not my choice, that is yours. In closing it is my wish that you encounter smooth sailing with just enough of the right storms to see you through to the end of this particular journey of you. Besides, I’ve gotten pretty good at repairing damaged vessels and I’m more than willing to have you pull alongside where my crew may assist yours as we head into the sunrise of tomorrow. The choice was and has always been, yours.

Much love, kate

Swans showing the sign of love
In the Reflection of Self, We See the Spirit of Love

Choices….by kate of gaia

Walking in Spirit I SEE, that one day I will have the command of language/sound, the phonics expressed in this writing. I Am learning the ropes of my ship to set sail on the seas of consciousness. I fly the White flag of truth. I will continue to looking through my eye piece scanning the horizon for the sails of your ship. One day we will sail together and discover new lands.

Knowledge is Power

Experience is Wisdom

Take your Power Back

Command your Ship!


The Choices of Spirit
Captain, sails to east. Shall we investigate?

Choices, choose Now, your Spirit awaits!