The AntiChrist

To Preface the AntiChrist with this Vision Story.

Crosses of Calvary
What we believe is not necessary what happened.

A long time ago, no one really knows how long ago it was. Rabbit was a brave and fearless warrior. Rabbit was befriended by Eye Walker, a witch. The witch and the rabbit spent much of their time together sharing and talking. The two were very close.

One day Eye Walker and Rabbit were walking along and they sat down on the trail to rest. Rabbit said, I AM thirsty. Eye Walker picked up a leaf and blew on it, and then handed Rabbit a water gourd that was made from the leaf. Rabbit drank the water, but didn’t say anything.

Then Rabbit said, I AM hungry. Eye Walker picked up a stone and blew on it. Changing the stone into a turnip. Which she gave to Rabbit to eat. Rabbit tasted the turnip and then ate the turnip with relish. (Not the pickled kind.) But still Rabbit didn’t say anything.

The two continued along the trail, which led into the mountains. Near the top. Rabbit tripped and fell and rolled almost to bottom. Rabbit was in very serious condition when Eye Walker finally got to him. She used a magic salve on Rabbit to heal his great pain and mend his broken bones. Again Rabbit didn’t say anything.

Several days later Eye Walker went searching for her friend. Searching high and low but Rabbit was nowhere to be found. Finally, Eye Walker gave up looking for Rabbit.

And then it Happened!

Quite by accident she met Rabbit one day. Eye Walker asked, Rabbit, why are you hiding and avoiding me? I Miss You?

Rabbit replied, Because I AM afraid of you. You frighten me. I AM afraid of your magic, as Rabbit cowered he stated, Leave me alone!

I see, said Eye Walker.

I have used my magical powers on your behalf and now you turn on me and refuse my friendship?

I want nothing more to do with you or your powers, countered Rabbit.

I hope we never meet! Rabbit continued, and that I never see you again. Rabbit never saw the tears in Eye Walkers eyes.

Enough, Rabbit, Eye Walker said!,

We were once great friends and companions, but no more. It is within my power to destroy you, but because of our past and the medicines we have shared together, I will not do this. But because of your words, from this day forward I have placed a curse upon you and your tribe. From now on, you will call your fears and your fears will come to you.

Be on your way, for the sweet medicines that bound us together as friends are now broken.

They parted ways.

Now Rabbit is the Caller of Fear. He goes out and shouts, Eagle, I AM so afraid of you. If Eagle doesn’t hear him. Rabbit shouts louder, Eagle, stay away from me. Eagle now having heard Rabbit, comes and eats him. Rabbit even calls bobcats, wolves, coyotes, and even snakes until they come.

This Vision shows. Rabbit medicine people are so afraid of tragedy, illness, disaster, and being taken, that they call those very fears to them to teach them lessons.

What you resist, will persist. What you fear most is what you will become. What you call will answer. We must stop talking about horrible things happening and get rid of (what if) from our vocabulary.

The Vision shows, we must stop worrying about the future or trying to exercise control over that which is not yet in form, (the future). And that we must let go of the past! Let go now! Write your fears down and be willing to feel them. Breathe into them, feel them running through your body. Than ground yourself, Plant into Mother Earth and Grow something as a give away. It could be the time to wait for the forces of the Universe to start moving again and rid our self of the feeling of being powerless.

Seeing this vision simply, rid yourself of any negative feelings, barriers, or duress. One cannot have their influence felt until one rearranges their way of feeling the present set of circumstances. Realize there is always a way out of any situation, because the universal force/spirit always creates. Creation moves on. It is the way in which one handles adversity that allows one to succeed or cut their loses. Take a hint from Rabbit. Burrow into a safe space to nurture ones self and release ones fears until it is time again to move into the pasture, clear of prowlers who want a piece of ones juicy energy.

At the waterfall of the AntiChrist.

When we see a waterfall, we think, feel, believe we see freedom of will and choice in the innumerable turnings, windings, breaking of the waves. To make a waterfall, everything is necessary each movement can be calculated mathematically. Thus it is with in human consciousness, if one were aware, one would be able to calculate each individual action in advance, each step in the progress of knowledge, each error, each act of malice. Oh, To be sure the acting man is caught in his illusion of volition. If the wheel of the world were to stand still for just a moment and an omniscient, calculating mind were there to take advantage of this interruption, one would be able to see into the farthest future of each being and describe every rut that wheel will roll upon. The acting man’s delusion about himself, is his assumption that free will exists. Which is also part of the calculable flow of the waterfall.

The AntiChrist

Satan Gods creation
Isn’t Satan the most beautiful being you have ever seen? The Light bearer.

I looked for references of the actual word “Antichrist” in the King James Bible and found only these four. This was a surprise as this topic is of major concern to many who believe in the bible today! There are a number of implied references. I didn’t want to imply something into The AntiChrist that wasn’t there.

2 John 1:7
For many deceivers are entered into the world, who confess not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh. This is a deceiver and an antichrist.

1 John 4:3
And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world.

1 John 2:22
Who is a liar but he that denieth that Jesus is the Christ? He is antichrist, that denieth the Father and the Son.

1 John 2:18
Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know, that it is the last time.

For the priest, the interpretation of the bible gives the supreme license for power. He/she sets them self up as the “saviour” of the physiologically handicapped, offering them a cure for their exhaustion and listlessness, which in reality, is only a treatment therapy which does not cure the roots of their suffering. It only feeds the suffering!

In contrast to the typical enlightenment view as noble, simple, new wave, elegant and grandiose. Could it be that we are grappling with pessimism?  The universe in which we experience is the product of great interacting forces; but we neither observe or we don’t care.

What we put together as our conceptions of this world, never actually addresses the underlying realities of our spirit. Is it human destiny to be controlled by the darkest universal realities and, at the same time, to live life in a human dream-time world of illusions? Looking into the abyss of human suffering and affirming it, passionately and joyously affirmed the meaning of our existence.

Will we never know ourselves to be infinitely more than just petty individuals, Tyrants ourselves?  Finding our self-affirmation not in another life, not in a world to come, but in the ecstasy and joy of the world in which we currently reflect.

The birth of Christianity and the AntiChrist Jewish Priesthood

The creations of God
Hey brother, check out that girl in the first row.

Jewish priesthood, and later, to a greater degree, the Christian, priests survived the Roman persecution and attained power by siding with their decadents. They turned against their natural world. Their resentment against those who were well-constituted, (in charge), led them to invent another world from which life affirmation would appear as the battle between good and evil. In order to survive, the Jewish priests made use of the decadents and their large population at the time.

The Jews were not decadents, themselves. As they have the toughest national will to life which has ever existed on earth. However, they pretended to be decadents so they could lets say, place themselves at the head of all decadence movements, as with the Christianity of Paul, so as to make of them something stronger than any other party that affirms life. Thus survive, as many people of the world today would have done when faced with death.

They became Gods chosen people.

They used five stages to denaturalize the values of life and to set themselves above their petty tyrants.

(1.) Israel’s Yahweh was the expression of their consciousness of power, of their delight in themselves, their hopes for themselves. Because Yahweh was their God, they considered him to be the God of justice. The Jews affirmed themselves, realized their own power, and had a good conscience. Even after internal anarchy and Assyrian invasions weakened Israel, it retained its worship of God as a king who is all soldier, judge and creator.

(2.) Concept of God is falsified. Yahweh became a demanding god of justice who is no longer at one with Israel or an expression of national self-confidence. Can jealousy and love come from the same omniscient being?

(3.) Concept of morality is falsified. Morality is no longer an expression of life and growth. Instead, morality opposes life by presenting well-being as a dangerous temptation. Priestly agitators interpret all good fortune as a reward, all misfortune is punishment for disobedience of God, for sin. Hence, the creation of original sin, which even a newborn is guilty.

(4.) History of Israel is falsified. The great epoch becomes an epoch of decay. The Exile from Egypt becomes an eternal punishment for the great epoch. An epoch in which the priest was as nothing yet. Forty years later, the past was translated into religious terms. Carved into stone. It was a record of guilt, punishment, piety, and reward in relation to their new-found God Yahweh. A moral world order is established which assigns value to actions that obey the will of God (and which claims that his general will, i.e. the right way of life for everyone, is eternal and unchanging). Priests teach that the ruling power of the will of God, is expressed as punishment and reward according to the degree of obedience, demonstrated in the destiny of a nation, of an individual. Which brings into question free will.

(5.) God’s will is revealed in the holy scripture. The sacred book formulates the will of God and specifies what is to be given to the priests.  Priests become parasites. I must ask, Why didn’t God write his book in the hearts of man? Deserving of the will of God. All things of life are so ordered that the priest are everywhere and are indispensable at all the natural events of life, birth, marriage, sickness, even death. Not to speak of ‘sacrifice’ (meal times). When the priest sanctifies and bestows all value. Natural values become utterly valueless. Disobedience of God (the priest) is ‘sin.’ Subjection and service to God (the priest) is redemption. Priests use ‘Original Sin’ to gain and hold on to their power of sin.

Let It Go !

Original Sin
Eve is looking pretty buff. Is that the AntiChrist, Lucifer, the Devil, or Satan?

Original sin, also called ancestral sin, according to a Christian theological doctrine, humanity’s state of sin resulting from the fall of man stems from Adam’s rebellion in Eden. This condition has been characterized in many ways, ranging from something as insignificant as a slight deficiency, or a tendency toward sin yet without the collective guilt, referred to as “sin nature”. To something as drastic as total depravity or automatic guilt of all humans through collective guilt. The more guilt the better for the priests.

And of course who else to blame but man’s partner and mate.

The concept of original sin was first alluded to in the 2nd century by Irenaeus, Bishop of Lyons in his controversy, which by the way was written in Greek. Its scriptural foundation is based on the New Testament teaching of Paul the Apostle (Romans 5:12-21 and 1 Corinthians 15:22), and Psalm 51:5. Tertullian, Cyprian, Ambrose and Ambrosiaster considered that mankind shares in Adam’s sin, transmitted to each human generation. Why did God Say, Be Fruitful and Multiply?

Original Sin do we share the blame?

Yes we Do!

(Exodus 20:5) – “You shall not worship them or serve them; for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children, on the third and the fourth generations of those who hate Me.”

No we Don’t!

(Deuteronomy 24:16) – “Fathers shall not be put to death for their sons, nor shall sons be put to death for their fathers; everyone shall be put to death for their own sin.”

It appears that no one can agree. Not even the written words of the bible. The only book in town.

Augustine’s formulation of original sin was popular among Reformers, such names as Martin Luther and John Calvin, who equated original sin with concupiscence, affirming that it persisted even after baptism and this has completely destroyed any freedom. There are nine occurrences of concupiscence in the Douay-Rheims Bible and three occurrences in the King James Bible.

Within Roman Catholicism, the Jansenist movement, which the Church then declared heretical, maintained that original sin destroyed the freedom of will. This doctrine is not found in mainstream Judaism. Although there were some Jewish teachers in Talmudic times who believed that death was a punishment brought upon mankind on account of Adam’s sin, not the dominant view in Judaism today. The concept is not found in Islam either. Depending on how it is defined, original sin is also rejected by some Christian theologies today.

The promise of eternal life

Swans showing the sign of love
Is Loving your God the Key? Who lock the door to the Garden to begin with?

The apostles claimed that Jesus’ death was a sacrifice of an innocent man for the sins of the guilty. Jesus had done away with the concept ‘guilt’ itself? Jesus became judge and jury! After all Jesus had denied any chasm between God and man, he lived this unity of God and man as his ‘glad tidings’, and then die the same way. In order to claim that there is life after death, that man lives forever.  Some how the apostles ignored Jesus example of blessed living.

The apostle Paul, made immortality the main point in 1 Corinthians 15:17 when he said, “if Christ be not raised, your faith is vain.” Paul himself even taught personal immortality as a reward. Paul used the promise of life after death as a way to seize tyrannical power over the masses. This changed Christianity from a peace, loving natural movement that achieves real happiness and harmony into a religion whose final judgment offers a possible resurrection and eternal life. The Hook, If one only has the faith.

Paul falsified the history of Christianity, the history of Israel, and the history of mankind by making them all seem to be a preparation for the crucifixion and life ever after. The great lie of personal immortality destroys all rationality, all natural instincts, all that is healthy, normal, all that is life. Promoting, all that guarantees a future arouses mistrust. The meaning of life is that there is no meaning to our present life. One lives our life, for life in the beyond. By offering immortal life to everyone, after death, Christianity appealed to everyone’s ego. Somebody else has done all the suffering for you. The laws of nature would be broken, there’s salvation for everyone. It is to this pitiable flattery of personal vanity that Christianity owes its victory. It is with this falsity that it has persuaded to its side everything, ill constituted, rebellious minded, under privileged, all the scum and refuse of mankind to be saved.

This belief influenced politics and led to revolutions against aristocracies. Paul’s pretense of holiness and his use of priestly concepts were all typically Jewish. Christianity separated itself from Judaism as though it was the chosen religion of all Jews. As if only the word ‘Christian’ was the meaning, the salt, the measure, and the Last Judgment of all the rest. Christianity then divided itself from the world by appropriating the concepts  of ‘God,’ ‘truth,’ ‘light,’ ‘spirit,’ ‘love,’ ‘wisdom,’ ‘life’ as if these were synonyms of itself!

In Christianity, as the art of holy lying, the whole of Judaism, attains its greatest perfection. The Christian is only a Jew of a ‘more liberal’ persuasion. Blood is Blood!

Let He who has not sin, cast the first stone. We must remember after all Paul was blind. So who did the writing? The Christian as seen, is a rebel in his lowest instincts against everything privileged. He always lives and struggles for ‘equal rights’, or live and let live. If one wants to be, in one’s own person, ‘chosen of their God’ then every other principle of selection, such as on the basis of integrity, manliness and pride, beauty and liberality of heart, is simply ‘worldly’. And as such evil.

The AntiChrist, Beyond Good and Evil

Ying and Yang
What is good without Evil? What is light without darkness?

Philosophers of the past were lacking a critical sense and blindly accepting dogmatic premises in their consideration of morality. Specifically, of the founding of grand metaphysical systems upon which the faith of that of a good man is the opposite of the evil man, and not just a different expression of the same basic impulses that find a more direct expression in the evil man. An approach that fearlessly confronts the perspective nature of knowledge and the perilous condition of the modern individual.

On philosophers, free spirits, and scholars

The philosophers of the past, had a blind dogmatism plagued by moral prejudice masquerading as their search for objective truth.

Let me ask you, What is truth? Why would we want the “truth”? Rather than just recognizing untruth as a condition of truth. The philosophers of the past have an entirely psychological explanation of every philosophy. Whereas, each has been an involuntary and unconscious memoriam or purposeful exchange on the part of its author that exists only to justify their moral prejudices, which they solemnly baptizes as “truths”. Don’t we all?

“Free spirits”, by contrast to the philosophers of the past, are investigators to the point of cruelty, with sticky fingers for the ungraspable, with teeth and stomach for the most things indigestible. For those who would suffer for the sake of their truth, and to those indignant sufferers for truth.

“God is dead”

The Dollar
The AntiChrist would have you believe God is Dead. In God we Trust?

After Buddha was dead, people showed his shadow for centuries afterwards in a cave, an immense frightful shadow. God is dead.
But as the human race is constituted, there will perhaps be caves for millenniums yet, in which
people will show this shadow. And we, we have still to overcome his shadow!

Those that have ears let them hear and lend their ears instead to “cynics”,  those who “speak ‘badly’ of man , but do not speak ill of him. Hipsters, Kipsters and Finger Poppin Daddies, Knock me your lobes!

There are all kinds of fearless scholars who are truly independent of others prejudices, but these “philosophical labourers and men of science in general should not be confused with philosophers, who are commanders and law-givers.

The Christian God is harmful and a crime against natural life. The God that Paul created is a negation of God. Christianity, in its opposition to itself, is mortally hostile to the wisdom of this world, which includes science. Paul understood the need for the lie, for ‘faith. Did Paul willed to ruin the ‘old wisdom of this world’ and, in Jewish fashion, gave the name of “God” and Torah to his own will. Oh Brother Paul.

In the Old Testament, Genesis 3:5, God’s, and the priests’, offer the hellish anxiety of regarding science has been chronicled since the garden of Eden.

Man tasted knowledge thanks to Eve and there will come an end to priests and the gods if man becomes! Learns to love one another. Priests used the concepts of “sin”, “guilt”, and “punishment” to oppose knowledge, science, and the concepts of cause and effect. Sinful, suffering humans believe in supernatural agents. Such sinners are dependent on their priests for salvation, redemption, and forgiveness. In essence, the priests rule through the invention of sin. And our belief in it. Creates the AntiChrist.

The AntiChrist of Science

A Black hole
Total Light or Total Darkness. what’s the difference? That’s an amazing being.

Is Science the only truth? Well they would have you believe that Science is the most recent and noblest form of the ascetic ideal.

Science has no faith in itself, we always need more studies, more proof, this acts only as a means of self-anesthetization for the sufferers of science, (the scientists) who do not want to admit that they are such. In its clear opposition to the ascetic ideal, which has succeeded merely in demolishing the ideal’s of Self, sheathing, the play of masks, play an important role, as due big building, though its experimentation and its temporary solidification, lignification, dogmatization, the realization changes from moment to moment. By dismantling the claims to the theological importance of man, has merely come to substitute the self contempt of man, as the ideal science and the only receiver of the knowledge of the creation.

Nature’s seemingly conformity to laws, is merely ones interpretation of the phenomena which natural science simply observes. This same phenomena could equally be interpreted as demonstrating the tyrannically ruthless and inexorable enforcement of power-demands. The Petty Tyrant. Where others take advantage.

When it is we alone who have fabricated these causes, succession, lignification, relativity, compulsion, number, law, freedom, motive, reason and purpose.

When we find out that the world does not have the objective value or meaning that we want it to have or have long since believed it to have, we find ourselves in a crisis. We woke up. With the decline of Christianity and the rise of physiological decadence, nihilism is in fact the characteristic of our modern age. However, the rise of nihilism is still incomplete and it has yet to be overcome.

Metaphysical nihilism

Human Potencial
What can I say?

Metaphysical nihilism is the philosophical theory that there might be no objects at all, unless of course someone objects. i.e. that there is a possible world in which there are no objects at all, or at the very least no solid objects.

This way every possible world has one object, there is at least one that contains you. Which I call Me, Myself, and I.  Which after all are only abstract objects or possibly nothing. Free will than becomes a matter of choice.

An extreme form of metaphysical nihilism is commonly defined as the belief that nothing exists as a correspondent component of the self sustainable world. One way of interpreting such a statement would be,  It is impossible, I can’t distinguish ‘existence’ from ‘non-existence’ as there are no objective qualities, and thus a reality, that one could possess in order to discern between the two agreed realities.

If one cannot discern existence from nonexistence, then the concept of existence has no meaning. In other words, does not ‘exist’ in any meaningful way. Where in this sense it is used to argue that existence has a higher state of reality, which is arguably a necessary and defining quality, existence itself then means nothing.

It could be argued that this belief, once combined with epistemological nihilism, leaves one with an all-encompassing nihilism in which nothing can be said to be real or true. Therefore have no value and does not exist. A similar position can be found in solipsism. However, in this viewpoint the solipsist affirms, where the nihilist would deny the self. Both these positions are forms of anti-realism.

The interpretation of existence must be based on resolution. The resolution with which humans can see and perceive improper parts as well as the proper parts of this world. This is not an objective fact, but a case of reality, rather an implicit trait that can only be qualitatively explored, experienced and expressed. Therefore there is no arguable way to surmise or measure the validity of Truth! Because nothing exists.

Example, An ant can get lost on a large cylindrical object because the circumference of the object is so large in respect to the ant that the ant effectively feels as though the cable has no curvature. Thus, the resolution with which the ant views the world, is very important in determining the factor in how the ant experiences its world of feeling. We humans once believed the world was flat as well and now we think/believe we know better. Need a bigger world? Talk to an Ant.

Moral nihilism, also known as ethical nihilism, is the meta-ethical view that morality does not exist as something inherent to objective reality. Therefore no action is necessarily preferable to any other. For example, a moral nihilist would say that killing someone, for whatever reason, is not inherently right or wrong. In simple terms, the lack of a moral system. Other nihilists may argue not that there is no morality at all, but if it does exist, it is a human construct and thus artificial, wherein any and all meaning is relative for different possible outcomes. Just a point of view.

In the example, if someone kills someone else, a nihilist might argue that killing is not inherently a bad thing, or bad independently from our moral beliefs, because of the way morality is constructed as some rudimentary dichotomy. What is said to be a bad thing is simply given a higher negative weighting than what is called good. As a result, killing the individual was bad only because it did not let the individual live, which in turn was arbitrarily given a positive weighting. In this way a moral nihilist believes that all moral claims are false.

An alternative scholarly perspective is that moral nihilism is a type of morality in itself. Whereas, in the widest sense of the word ‘morality’, moral nihilism is a morality.

The AntiChrist of morality and the Christian Religion

A non-biased depiction of a Master of life.

In the pre-moral period of mankind’s awakening, actions were judged by their consequences. Over the past 10,000 years, however, a morality has developed where actions are judged by their origins, (motivations), not their consequences. This morality of intentions is a prejudice and something provisional that must be overcome. We judge by the morality of intention, and how can one ever know the intentions of another. Expect through the results of their actions. This than makes morality a judgement after the fact. Whereas a non-egoistical morality demands that Moralities must first be forced to bow before a command hierarchy a group of people dedicated to carry out orders. This hierarchy is usually the most vulnerable and yet the most powerful. Every high culture begins by recognizing the rhetoric of persuasion, one in which one is awaken emotionally, so as to induce them to make the judgment desired.

The Antichrist to the Christian Religion

Three Faiths, Hopes, Beliefs
Only Three? Where’s the rest of the people?

Is the Christian religion and its morality based on the imaginary of fictions/make-believe ? Does this entire fictional world have its roots in the hatred of the natural world? The reason I ask is that most of us only become spiritual only in the face of death. The Christian God reflects Christianity’s decadence. If Christians were naturally strong and confident, they would have a God who is constructive. A God who counsels, loves, supports, as well as a friend, instead of a God of a people who feel themselves as perishing and without hope. Weak, decadent, and sick people, whose will to have power, will give themselves to a God who is purely good.

They will then attribute evil and deviltry to their masters “God”. Modern Metaphysicians have eliminated the attributes, such as strength, bravery, and pride, Spirit, Self, from the concept of God. As a result, it has deteriorated into an insubstantial ideal, a construct of, Absolute, a thing in itself of its self.

The Christian concept of God becomes degenerated into a contradiction of life, instead of being life’s transfiguration and the eternal ‘Yes‘! The Christian God is a declaration of war against life, against nature, against the will to live! You know, Love no other God before me!

Religion has always been connected to “three dangerous dietary prescriptions: solitude, fasting and sexual abstinence”, and has exerted its cruelty through demanding sacrifice according to a ladder with different rungs of cruelty and sacrifice, which has ultimately caused God Himself to become sacrificed. Any God that would ask you to kill your son. Is not a God!

This trinity appears throughout Christianity as in the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit/Ghost. The same is true of the of Gods opponent in Christianity were there is Satan, Lucifer, and the Devil all mistakenly called the same being.

Christianity, is the most fatal kind of self presumption ever, as it has beaten everything joyful, assertive and natural out of man and turned him into a sublime abortion of God-fearing, self-serving individuals only out for their own salvation.

How the “True World” Became a Fiction

We are all made to be fictions from the moment of birth.

Philosophers have fictionalized the apparent world, casting the product of the senses into doubt, and thereby removing the concept of the real world. Leaving us with only five senses in which to conceptualize the entire universe. This Idea is divided into six parts:

The wise and pious man dwells in the real world, which he attains through his wisdom, skills in perception and dreams, which warrants a more accurate view of the real world.

The wise and pious man doesn’t dwell in the real world, but rather it is promised to him, a goal to live for. At lease to the sinner who repents.

The real world is unattainable and cannot be promised, yet it remains a consolation when confronted with our perceived injustices of this apparent world.

If the real world is not attained, then is it unknown?

Therefore, there is no duty to the unknown real world, and thus no consolation derived from it.

The idea of a real world has become useless as it provides no consolation or motive for life. It is therefore cast aside as a useless abstraction.

What world is then left? The concept of the real world has been abolished, and with it, the idea of an apparent heavenly world to follow.

The Holy Lie and AntiChrist belief

Not just another Dirt Devil
Not just another Dirt Devil. But the cleanest floors you have ever seen.

Lying, or not wanting to see as one sees, is a trait of those who are devoted to a party or faction needing to continue the lie or make-believe. Lying is utilized by all priests, whether pagan, Jewish, Christian, or Alien. The right to lie and the shrewdness of the holy revelation pertains only to the priestly type. Whereas The ‘Law,’ the ‘will of God,’ the ‘sacred book,’ and the ‘inspiration’ are all merely words for the conditions under which the priest comes to power, and by which they maintain their power.

Christianity’s lies are not holy ones at all. They serve only the priest to the bad ends of the believer with the poisoning, slandering, denying of life and its simple pleasures, contempt for the body, Nature, the denigration and self violation of the consciousness of man through the concept of sin. Let me ask, If there was no sin would there be a need for the Christian God?

The purpose of the Christian Holy Lie is bad because it is born of weakness, of envy, of revenge with a need and dependence on someone else for ones own redemption. Christianity lied about sin, guilt, punishment, and immortality in order to destroy Imperial Rome which was their petty tyrant at the time. An organization that was designed to promote life. Paul realized that with the symbol of a dying God on the Cross one could sum up everything down trodden, everything in a secret revolt, the entire heritage of the antichrist agitation in the Roman empire, into a tremendous power. His vision on the road to Damascus was that to deprive the world of the value it needed, the belief in immortality, that the concept of ‘Hell’ will even master Rome. Bring them to their knees, before Lions. And that with the belief in the beyond one kills the present life. Isn’t revenge sweet?

Belief in something is a sign of decadence, of a broken will to live in the now. The Christian proof of strength is that belief makes blessed. This maybe true, thus it is true for the Christian. But blessedness is something that the priest promises for the future, something promised for a life in service God. It, the promise, is also an object of belief. Also, blessedness, or pleasure, cannot be a proof of truth. Where on earth is it established that true judgments of the heart, give more enjoyment than false ones? It could be said, that belief makes blessed, thus it is lies. It’s also been said that Ignorance is Bliss another lie.

The AntiChrist Way of the World

The way of the New World

The valuations of good/evil or good/bad have distinct origins and that the two senses of good reflect, in their origins, that they have radically opposed meanings. Aren’t they just words? The noble mode of valuation calls itself, good and believes it stands for, everything which is powerful and life-asserting. In the “good/evil” distinction, which is the product of a “slave morality”, so-called evil equates to what aristocratic morality calls good. This valuation develops out of the resentment of the weak in the face of the powerful, by whom they are oppressed and whom they envy.

Slave morality in feeling resentment does not seek redress for its grievances by taking revenge through action, as the noble would, but by setting up an imaginary revenge. It therefore needs enemies in order to sustain itself, unlike noble morality, which hardly takes enemies seriously and forgets about them instantly having dealt with them. The weak deceive themselves into thinking that the meek are blessed and will win everlasting life, thereby ultimately vanquishing the strong. They invent the term evil to apply to the strong, and that which proceeds from strength, which is precisely what is good, according to the noble, aristocratic valuation. These latter call their inferiors bad in the sense of worthless eaters and ill-born, but not evil, just useless. Rather such a value judgment gains currency by being increasingly burned into the human consciousness. The judgment of good, therefore, originates not with the beneficiaries of altruistic actions. But rather, the good themselves (the powerful) coined the term good.

Is it a mistake to hold beasts of prey to be evil, for their actions that stem from their inherent strength, rather than any malicious intent. One should not blame them for their hunger of their enemies, or their resistances and triumphs. Similarly, it is also a mistake to resent the strong for their actions. Only the weak need the illusion of the subject (soul) to hold their actions together as a unity. When they have no right to make the bird of prey accountable for being a bird of prey.

The origin of the institution of punishment is in a straightforward (pre-moral) creditor/debtor relationship. God giveth, God taketh away. Man relies on the apparatus of forgetfulness which has been bred into him. This forgetfulness is an active “faculty of repression”, not a mere inertia or absent-mindedness. Stand up and fight or lay down and become prey.

So where is the Christian god in all of this?

The touch of God
God is always just out of reach. Only a priest can connect with God

For the genesis of the concept god one must consider what happens when a tribe becomes ever more powerful. In a tribe mentality, the current generation always pays homage to its ancestors, offering sacrifices to them as a demonstration of gratitude. As the power of the tribe grows, the need to offer thanks to the ancestors does not decline, but rather increases as it has ever more reason to pay homage to the ancestors and to fear them. At the maximum range of fear, the ancestor is than transfigured into a god. Which than becomes a positive suggestion for a counter movement.

Christians often confuse the effect for the cause, and that they project their human ego and subjectivity on to other things, thereby creating an illusionary concept of being. Thus, God.

When in reality, a motive or intention is an accompaniment to an act. Rather than the cause of that act. By removing causal agency based on free, or conscious will, everything is necessary in a whole that can neither be judged nor condemned, because there is nothing outside of it, (Christianity). Therefore, What people typically deem as a vice is in fact merely the inability not to react to a stimulus. In this light, the concept of morality becomes purely a means of control, this means the doctrine of will has been invented essentially for the purpose of punishment, that is of finding one guilty of sin.

One must not equate the origin of a thing to its utility. The origin of punishment, for example, is in a procedure that predates punishment. Punishment has not just one purpose, but a whole range of meanings which finally crystallizes into a kind of unity that is difficult to dissolve, difficult to analyze, and completely and utterly undefinable. The process by which the succession of different meanings is imposed and is driven by the willingness to power, the basic instinct for domination underlying all human interaction. There are many different uses for punishment, regardless of its uses. Punishment rarely opens one up to the process or the awakening of remorse. The psychology of prisoners shows that punishment makes them hard and cold as it concentrates, it also sharpens the feeling of alienation. As God punishes, he also alienates.

Men were thought of as free so that they could become guilty. Consequently, every action had to be thought of as willed, the origin of every action as lying in the consciousness of man today, where we have started to move in the reverse direction, Away from God when we immoralists especially are trying with all our might to remove the concept of guilt and the concept of punishment from the world and to purge psychology, history, nature, the social institutions and sanctions of them, there is in my eyes no more radical opposition than that of the theologians, who continue to infect the innocence with punishment and guilt by means of the concept of a moral and all-powerful God. Christianity is a hangman’s metaphysics. With only three nails. Y? At this point I’m still not sure. Could be, that’s all they had. Maybe you have an insight to share.

The AntiChrist of Christ

He died for our sins

In the gospels, the ministry of Jesus all starts with his Baptism by John the Baptist, when he is about thirty years old. Jesus then begins preaching in Galilee and gathers his twelve disciples which including him makes thirteen. Is this an unlucky number? After the proclamation of Jesus as Christ, three of the disciples witness his Transfiguration. After the death of John the Baptist and the Transfiguration, Jesus starts his final journey to Jerusalem, having predicted his own death. Jesus makes a triumphal entry into Jerusalem, on the back of an ass Donkey, and once their friction with the Pharisees increases and one of his disciples agrees to betray him for thirty pieces of silver. The Act is complete. Which some believe was the plan.

In the gospel accounts, towards the end of the final week in Jerusalem, Jesus has the Last Supper with his disciples, and the next day is betrayed, arrested and tried. The trial ends in his crucifixion and death. Three days after his burial, he is resurrected and appears to his disciples over a 40 day period, after which he ascends to Heaven, and the Christians are awaiting his return. In the past there have been a number of Gods that have promised to return. Just ask a Mayan or Aztec.

In the final week of Christs life it begins with his entry into Jerusalem, it concludes with his crucifixion and burial on that Friday. Spent three days in hell and arose on Easter Sunday. Due the Math.

The AntiChrist Redeemer type

The Redeemer
We are all such filthy AntiChrist creatures that we need redemption.

The Christian considers Jesus as their hero, genius and savior. The Non Christian might consider him an Idiot. With an antipathy toward the material world, Jesus was at home in the world undisturbed by reality of any kind, a merely ‘inner’ world, a ‘real’ world, an ‘eternal’ world. Where the Kingdom of God is within.  The redeemer type is determined by a morbid intolerance of pain. Extreme sensitivity results in avoidance of the world. Also, any feeling of resistance to the world is experienced as pain. Even evil is therefore not resisted. The fear of pain, even of the infinitely small in pain, cannot end otherwise than in a religion of love.

Jesus was a distorted version of the redeemer type. The first disciples, in their Gospels, described him as having Old Testament characteristics such as prophet, Messiah, miracle worker, moral preacher, teacher, etc.  According to Jesus, the kingdom of heaven belongs to ‘children’. Everyone has an equal right to become a child of God (Sheeple). His spirituality is infantile, a result of delayed puberty. Jesus does not resist or contend with the world because he doesn’t recognize the importance of this world. His life is its own kingdom of God at every moment. Early Christians used Semitic concepts to express his teaching, but his anti-realism could just as easily have been a characteristic of Taoism or Hinduism.

The Christian is known by his acts. He offers no resistance to evil, He has no anger and wants no revenge. Blessedness is not promised on conditions, as in Judaism. The Gospel’s glad tidings are that there is no distinction between God and man. There is no Judaic concern for sin, prayers, rituals, forgiveness, repentance, guilt, punishment, or faith. This Evangelic practice alone leads to God, Hell, it is God! It is only in the practice of life that one feels ‘divine,’ ‘blessed,’ ‘evangelical,’ at all times a child of God.

There were two worlds for the teacher of the Gospel’s glad tidings. The real, true world is an inner experience of the heart in which all things are blessedly transfigured, internalized, and perfected. And the apparent world, which is only a collection of psychological symbols, signs, and metaphors. These symbols are expressed in terms of space, time, history, nature and science.

Examples of these were mere symbols and the concepts of “God as a person”, “the son of man”, “the hour of death”, and “the kingdom of heaven”. Jesus did not want to redeem anyone. He wanted to show everyone how to live. His legacy was his bearing and behavior, a consciousness. He did not resist evildoers. He loved evildoers.

This Doowan contends that the Antichrist is not a disbelief in the Son of GOD, But in the disbelief of the value of each individual spirit. And the lack of knowledge about humanities collective consciousness. Ah, Who Cares?

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Winky, thumbs up to you
What ever is between God and Satan is of their concern. Could the AntiChrist be you?

The AntiChrist, You just have to love them!

Be Fruitful, and Multiply

Be Fruitful, and Multiply “Houston We have a Problem”

Be Fruitful and Multiply
Be Fruitful, and Multiply
Houston we have a problem

Be Fruitful and Multiply has an implied meaning that in my opinion has been miss interrupted. Taking the literal meaning to bear fruit and multiply which could mean 1×1=1. As one can see we have an implied meaning that a man and a woman should multiply. And then continue to multiply until the earth is full of numbers. Since numbers are infinite “Houston we have a problem”.

Be Fruitful and Multiply
Be Fruitful, Doesn’t mean to Multiply. It might mean to grow more fruit and vegetables.

IN THE BEGINNING, Be Fruitful and Multiply.

In the Judeo Christian scripture called בראשית (Berashith) or Genesis is a statement that is often quoted but rarely understood. This is how it has been studied in the English language for many centuries:

“And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.

So God created man in his [own] image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.
And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply…” – Genesis 1

Wow, our first commandment by God was to have sex. What an awesome GOD! But wait isn’t this and implied meaning? If that’s want God wanted Adam and Lilith to do why didn’t he just say “Knock one out for the Gipper.” Instead of “Be Fruitful and Multiply“.

Yes, Adams first wife was Lilith. Eve was created from Adams rib as the story goes. Lilith was created just like Adam from the dust of the earth. If I remember correctly, Lilith left Adam at the altar because she didn’t want to take part in the consummation of marriage. I think she said something like. It’s not you Adam it’s me, or was it. Dear John Adam I want to pursue other opportunities. I am feeling trapped here in the garden and “I have found someone else whom I think the world of.” His name is Johnson.

Be Fruitful and Multiply
Come on Lilith, God told us to be Fruitful and Multiply

Wait a minute, didn’t the same thing happen with Eve? While things haven’t change much. The idea of Be Fruitful, and Multiply is the topic here.

Since this verse “Be Fruitful, and Multiply”, was originally written in Hebrew, the meaning can be found in the Hebrew words and letters. Let us look at a more accurate translation that preserves several key Hebrew words. Of course we know now that a lot of the bible stories were taken from the oldest writings discovered to date. Or so were told. The Sumerian Texts. For those that can’t read Cuneiform.

Be Fruitful and Multiply
Sumerian Text written on clay tablets

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Sumerian Tablets
Sumerian writing that looks a lot like Egyptian Hieroglyphics

Back to the Garden, Be Fruitful and Multiply

First, it must be understood that Hebrew scripture does not have the word “God,” as written in English. Instead, the entire first chapter of Genesis refers to אלהים Elohim. The Hebrew word Elohim is plural, and is derived from El (God) united with Eloah (Goddess), forming the plural Elohim, which means “God and Goddess” or “Gods and Goddesses.” Therefore, Genesis or creation is a work of Gods, male and female, which is only natural, since all other forms of creation are sexual too, as far as we know. Well there are always exceptions like bacterium and viruses.

“Then אלהים [Elohim] said, “Let Us [God and Goddess] make Adam in Our image, according to Our likeness; and let [Adam] rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over the cattle and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.” Elohim created Adam in their own image, in the image of Elohim [they] created Adam; male and female [in other words, androgynous] Elohim created [Adam]. And Elohim blessed them [the nephesh chaiah], and Elohim said unto them, ‘Be fruitful, and multiply [רבה]…'” – Genesis 1:28

The second point here is that Adam is created in the image (tselem) of the Elohim: male/female, in other words, as an androgynous being. Only later is Adam divided into two sexes. Thus, the command given in this passage is not for those who are already divided into two sexes (such as you and me).

Two Spirits become as one
The joining of the sexes into one spirit of humanity Reversing our fall


No Wonder coming together is so difficult. No pun intended

The bring of two halves back together to make a complete human being, our spiritual mating so to speak, is what we have tried to do in marriage. As we all know trying ever gets the job done. The battle of the sexes started with this separation and will only end with the Spiritual joining of our separated spirits were 1×1=1. This can never happen in the flesh.

Finally, the English translations render רבה as “multiply,” but the word itself is actually “Rabbi.” Therefore, the command is correctly interpreted is an instruction given to the androgynous Adam and Lilith, or those who have restored that level of spiritual development in themselves by returning to Eden and solving the separation made by Adam and Eve, and that command is: “Be fruitful, be a Rabbi (a Master).”

Thus, you can see quite easily that the actual meaning of this scripture is vastly different from what is taught commonly. Therefore ” Houston we have a problem”.

The command to “Be fruitful and multiply” was given by God several times in the Book of Genesis, and is often misinterpreted by modern readers as a justification for fornication. However, the Gospels make it quite clear that the children of fornication are not what the Creator desires from us.

To be fruitful signifies to transmute and sublimate the sexual energy in order to grow spiritually. The word multiply refers to the procreation of the human species. Or could it be, to do math?

GOD SAID be fruitful and Multiply
I don’t get it. Be Fruitful and Multiply but don’t have sex. GOD make up your mind!

The Children of Be Fruitful, and Multiply

There are two types of children mentioned in the Bible: the children of God and the children of men. Children of God are those who are the outcome of Sexual Energy Magic, when there is no spilling of semen. Children of men are those who are the outcome of passionate pleasure by the spilling of semen. God said, “Be fruitful and multiply.” God did not say, “Be fruitful and fornicate.” See-men?

Could it be that once we develop in spirit that the need for sex will become an act of the past. Thus, we can create life from spirit and not seminal ejaculation. In Gnosis we seek spiritual birth through the transmutation of the sexual energy, which Jesus spoke of in the Gospel (John 3). However, in spirit, even the engendering of physical children can be accomplished without resorting to fornication. We need to engender Children of God and then struggle for their spiritual growth.

Spiritual stairway to heaven
Time to climb backup.
We’ve been down here for to long.

In paradise, where ever that maybe, reproduction was performed without seminal ejaculation, without the orgasm of man or woman. Sounds boring doesn’t it? Gnosis does not teach sexual refinement, it teaches what is truly natural and normal. The tenebrous lucifers of the ancient Earth-Moon taught the humans how to ejaculate  semen. This is how humans lost their powers. This is represented by Adam and Eve’s departure from Eden. Looks like humans were cast down as well. Time to climb back up the latter.

Here’s what Christ had to say about this dirty deed we do because it feels good. Ever stop to consider, if it didn’t feel so good, would you do it?

“They answered and said unto him, Abraham is our father. Jesus saith unto them, If ye were Abraham’s children, ye would do the works of Abraham. But now ye seek to kill me, a man that hath told you the truth, which I have heard of God: this did not Abraham. Ye do the deeds of your father. Then said they to him, We be not born of fornication; we have one Father, even God. Jesus said unto them, If God were your Father, ye would love me: for I proceeded forth and came from God; neither came I of myself, but he sent me. Why do ye not understand my speech? Even because ye cannot hear my word. Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.” – John 8:39-44

Fact is we are in a world of hurt. There’s pain and suffering every where. War after war after war for resources to continue our way of life. The Motto, “If it feels good you should” is going to bring us to our knees. And not in a good way. Something is apparently wrong here. Houston we do have a problem. The problem is that we have been deceived, misinformed, and we interrupt words with different meanings from the original creators spoken language.

There was one root language that was spoken from the very beginning. The Creator used it in the creation of the earth. Although it’s difficult to know for sure, there are 6800 to 6900 distinct languages spoken in the modern world. With even less being of written languages. Since than the meaning of some words have been reversed in language. Long ago Good meant Bad and Bad meant Good. That’s where the saying “That’s bad” comes from. With all this confusion in language is it any wonder, we can’t understand how to live together as the human race. We can’t even talk with each other without the interpretation of words. We think in words and these words create images. We call that thought. Than we use the logic of thought to define our reality. Since spoken words are vibrations of different frequencies. Our words create. The problem (lies) with, we know not what we do. Creator, Please forgive Us!

We have to learn to speak the original language of creation to change reality for each and every one of us. The language spoken from the beginning. Let there be light! is a bad/good example. See what I mean? The bible is a written language. Is the bible the creators truth? Not likely because the words have different meaning. Creating different vibrations. Is there some truth in the Gods bible? Most likely, but how does one interrupt that truth? Can you speak or read the root language of creation? Than and only than will we truly understand the meaning of “Be Fruitful, and Multiply“.

Houston, We do have a problem. We live in Satan’s domain, if that’s even its true name. Remember it was cast down out of heaven and took us along for the ride.. It has been called by many names. Because so many have called we have a God that allows lies, deceit, hate, separation, misinterpretation, theft and death. “Welcome to my world” pretty much say it all. Unfortunately we are here at the moment. “Be in the world not of it“, somebody suggested. That’s sound advise.

I stand with the Creator

All the signs point to the end of the world as we know it. It’s time to replace the GOD (Good Old Devil) of this world and give it back to its real creator. Everything will change including our GOD. Fact is we have prayed to the wrong one. Just look around if one needs more proof.

It’s time to meet the true creator of this new world. “Welcome to my World, Be Fruitful, and Multiply!

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Be Fruitful, and Multiply less
Be Fruitful, and Multiply, if you know what I mean!

Be Fruitful, and Multiply, this makes more sense in a Garden

The Great Deception?

Growing Up in, The Great Deception.

The Great Deception
The Great Deception

Before we even go into The Great Deception. I wish to make this crystal clear that this is my questioning. This is my introspection. If this helps one to relate to their own introspection reflection that’s fine. I Am writing it down so that it becomes crystal clear to myself. I have implied here that another should do, but to question everything at this moment.

The Great Deception

I live in a Great Deception. It’s called the illusion, the matrix, my reality. The use of deceit is being used to keep me from my knowing. Knowing what? I would like to say the truth, but I Am convinced that nobody on this earth, knows the truth. We have all been deceived. Even the deceivers have been deceived. The Great Deception is just that, Deception. Deception is the act of misleading another through intentionally false statements or fraudulent actions.

If I take a look at my first years of life. I get an idea of the extent of this Great Deception I am facing. From the beginning of life, I have been told misleading information whether intentionally or not. Santa Claus, Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy, Free will, and I can be anything I want to be, are the start of my Great Deception.

From the day I was born I have been deceived. One might say this is all harmless fun, and now that I AM grown I should know better. The fact remains that this was/is deception. Little white lies to keep one from knowing their reality. Believing in and living in some make-believe reality. So we grow up and learn a description of the world that is The Great Deception. As I grow and learn, I come to find out the first description I grew up with was not reality at all. I AM but a drop in a sea of consciousness. Barely aware of myself.

The Great Deception There is no cause and effect

The Great Deception Cause and Effects

When I discovered these deceptions. It crushed everything, I thought I was.  My first belief in my first description wasn’t real. From that moment I started to question everything I have been told and at that moment I became trapped by the illusion of truth, without any hope of ever discovering my truth. If there is such a thing. I ask this question now. Is there a truth?

I was told there is truth. All one has to do is seek the truth, and one will find it. Why is the truth hidden? Why aren’t we taught the truth from birth? Who’s truth is it? Has one ever attempt to discover it?  Yes, of course. I have!  In my attempt to discover the truth I turned to religion. I was told that in seeking GOD, I will find the truth. Religion is were GOD is. I forget how fast I was deceived before. I found myself in more deception, more white lies to make me feel better about not knowing the truth. In questioning this description. I was told to have faith. What is faith?

Definition of FAITH
1 a: allegiance to duty or a person : loyalty
b: fidelity to one’s promises (2): sincerity of intentions
2 a: belief and trust in and loyalty to God (2): belief in the traditional doctrines of a religion
b: firm belief in something for which there is no proof (2): complete trust
3 : something that is believed especially with strong conviction; especially: a system of religious beliefs.
— on faith
: without question <took everything he said on faith>

I had faith, Santa Claus, Easter Bunny, and Tooth Fairy were real. Now I see the faith I had wasn’t real faith at all. I was believing in a lie. Grow-up they said, those things aren’t real. GOD in religion is real. I have to have faith that faith is the key for finding GOD. And through this faith I will find the truth. It’s one duty to have faith. To have loyalty, a belief , a trust in something for which there is no proof. Complete trust. I remember the last time I did this and what happened to Santa Claus?

Now I’m told to believe in another fairy tale. Oh, but this one is real because the bible is GODS word. How can faith in something, anything, be trusted in The Great Deception?

The belief that I need somebody else to save me, isn’t that just another of The Great Deceptions? It made me dependent on somebody else. Somebody I have never met in person. Oh, there are stories and pictures of this person but I was never able to go up and shaken their hand or given them a big hug or kiss? All one needs is faith to do that.

The Great Deception
The Great Deception

Finding Faith in The Great Deception

Being Saved, is the Great Deception. Some religions believe their lord and master is going to come and save them in the last-minute. Oh, Really? Remember The Easter Bunny? Now why would someone or something do that. Oh, because this something or someone loves me. Then why let somebody suffer right up to the last-minute in their faith and then jump in and save them. To what purpose would that serve. The testing of faith? I have discover from past experience that faith lies. Faith can not be trusted. Just from the definition of faith. It’s Blind Faith. If faith is blind than I have just lost a sense of myself in faith. Faith has again taken something from me which I had before. Before I this faith. I could at the very least look at something and see it. Now I can’t see anything in faith.

I must have faith to be saved. Or so I AM told. While I Am waiting on my lord to tell me what to do and come down and save me. I ask myself. What am I doing to save myself? The Great Deception. Of course if I could save myself why would I wait until the last-minute to do so? Then again why wait for somebody else? It seems to me that as soon,… meaning the minute I could save myself I would. Why hang around in such a god forsaken place as this Great Deception to find the truth. Hoping for somebody else to show up and save me. When I have the power to save myself.

So if it is possible to save oneself, why aren’t more people doing it? Being saved that is! Being Saved is the Great Deception, that’s right, I’m waiting for somebody else to do it for me. I Am just either to lazy to weak, or to ignorant to do it for myself. Maybe, I don’t know how. I wanted and needed somebody else to do for me, what I failed to do for myself. Truth is I might be waiting for a long time. That person may never come.

The Great Deception
The Great Deception Having faith in a lie doesn’t make it truth.

Really the point here is not whether GOD exists. The point here is, what am I doing to save myself from this Great Deception? If it’s nothing. Then I deserve my fate. I’ll sit in my easy chair and take it as it comes. Hopefully my faith in my GOD will save me in time, at the last moment, because I deserve to be saved. After all I had faith in him because I was told too. Because it’s just to hard to do the right thing and attempt to save myself. It could be that I don’t need saving. I Am saved already.

This Doowan now sees things a little different from sitting in my easy chair and waiting to be saved. By God, by Jesus, By Alla, by Aliens, By our government, by anybody else, for that matter, but myself. I have to take action. I have to make the decision, I have to do something. To solve the Great Deception I AM faced with. What? Let somebody else decide for me whether I live or die. Where’s the I Am in letting someone else decide my fate. But again that’s just my experience in this introspection.

Expecting/believing having faith that some other being will come to save me when I can’t save myself is a belief that really needs changing or at the very least proving that this being I am to have faith in exist. So I tempt GOD to find GOD. I jump into the river of faith and I experience. The torrents of currents pushing me down the river. Mashing me up against rocks and pulling me under to drowned. OMG won’t somebody save me?

Understood when one is being flushed down a raging river after jumping in, that jumping in was not the wisest thing to do. Now a helping hand would be nice. There’s still no guaranty that somebody will stick out their hand to help me. So I had better make an attempt to swim towards the shore. There aren’t going to be many people out in the middle of the river willing to lend me a hand. We are all suffering the same fate. I realize I need to help myself and swim towards shore. That way somebody on shore can extend their hand and reach for me. Simply because I made the attempt to get closer to shore where help would be positioned. Which in turn may just save my life. I might be able to make it to shore and pull myself out of this river called faith. There are people willing and able to help pull me out of this raging river. But I Am going to have to swim closer to shore before that happens. Will they be my GOD or a kind Samaritan that just happened to fishing near by?

The Great Deception

The Great Deception of the river of faith.

This leads me back to faith and the Great Deception. Do I have faith in somebody else or faith in myself. If having faith in myself is a deception because I have not power to control my destiny.  And having faith in somebody else is true faith. Prove it. Show me the somebody else that’s going to save me. I don’t what to be told about this person or read about this person. I want to talk with this person feel this person. See this person. Grow in love with this person. This way faith is not necessary thus, it won’t blind me. I’ll know this person. In this Great Deception I was born into. I will test this person, as I have been lie to in the past. Is that too much to ask? Is that too much to expect? Is this experience, not an experience, that can be experienced. Because one needs faith.

If I choose to have faith in myself. Do I need to have faith in myself to discover myself? Won’t faith just blind me to who I really am? Shouldn’t I know myself? Shouldn’t I believe that I will do the right thing for myself? The experience of myself is something that is very real at least for me in this moment. What else do I know but myself. If GOD is anywhere, it must be within myself. For in this moment everything outside of myself is of the Great Deception. In getting to know myself, will I not find God? For how can my GOD live in The Great Deception? Hence, My GOD has me to separate us from the Great Deception outside. My GOD and I become one. Separate from the Great Deception called the illusion, the Matrix, Reality outside. Finding GODS Kingdom within.

In this moment for me. I come to a point at which I must make a decision. To believe in somebody else in the Great Deception or to believe in myself in the Great Deception.

The Great Deception Myself or Somebody else.

So I start swimming closer to shore and see Doowans News&Events they have their hand extended. Coming just a little closer, a little closer, a little closer, We Connect!

I hear, hold tight and don’t let go! Let’s get you out of this mess and dry you off! Your all wet. Hungry? We can cook up some fish.

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The Great Deception
The Great Deception Believing in somebody else besides yourself.

The Great Deception