A Viscous Circle

A Viscous Circle maybe Viscous, However it’s not a Circle.

A Viscous Circle is not a Circle at all
It looks like a Butterfly, Stings like a Bee.  It’s A Viscous Circle

We live life in A Viscous Circle. Going in circles, chasing our own tales. This Viscous Circle is ominous until we open ourselves up to creation. Thus pop our Bubble of Perception. That’s when we become the all SEEing/Cing EYE/I . In truth it’s NOT A Viscous Circle at all here, but a Pyramid of Fear, Hope, and Doubt.

The Great Pyramid
Yep, the Great pyramid has eight sides

Sow, I choose to rename this post, The Power of the Pyramid, or better yet, Popping the Bubble of Perception.

A Viscous Circle, Living in FEAR, HOPE, and DOUBT

At the top of the system pyramid is the all SEEing I of FEAR. Fear is Mankind’s first natural enemy and a formidable one at that. Though I walk through the valley in the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. Fear is the controlling factor of the shadow world in which we perceive. Using ones LOVE of life to sell and buy ones soul. U C when we live in a mirror we SEE evil or good. LIVE mirrors EVIL  However, a New World Order is coming and in fact is already here. Not the one you have heard about or maybe thinking of in fear. You SEE they want you to Fear the New World Order because again you give your Power away to something outside of yourself. It doesn’t matter what you Fear as long as you Fear, Something, Anything. In that Fear one looks for Something, Anything to give them Hope that things will get better. If by chance they do. It wasn’t the Hope that change it now was it?

Hoping, it’s a reflection of an Illusion

Losing all HOPE, I HOPE you get this

Hope offers nothing but Hope it self. Hope in this, Hope in that. When one Hopes they do nothing but Hope. I call this Hopium. An Irrational and unwarranted optimism in the illusion of HOPE.

Have you had Your Hopium today? Hear, we can break apart the word HOPE to show the intent hidden inside the spell-ing. Yes, words cast spells it’s the magic of this world. To be-lie-ve a word like Hope can give you something other than hope itself. Which of course is an Illusion.

The Meaning of "You"
It’s a Viscous Circle When we live in an Illusion

Let’s begin, shall we?

(H) has a parallel structure like two walls standing side by side. Between the walls is a bridge. It’s been said… Don’t burn your Bridges. However, the Phoenix rises from the ashes now doesn’t it? Sow, H becomes the bridge to a parallel perception. Bridging perception between Heaven and Earth. It’s a MATTER of perception. Which one do you choose/prefer to SEE?

(O) of course is the void of Creation itself. It’s deep and dark. In truth it contains both light and dark, Let there BE Light! Where everything that is and ever will be, has and is already created in this Universe. Your here aren’t you? OH, yes you are!

The Spritt of Reflections
The Spirit of Reflection. Mirror, Mirror on the Wall is that ME in the ALL?

(P) is a mirror of sorts where only the upper right corner contains a reflection, Not even a full siDed reflection at that. However it is on the right upper side, sow it appears good. Leaving out three other reflections to our quad nature of Spirit. Picture a four-leaf clover with three leaves missing. Put Pee in your mouth and try not to spit it out. OK, Pees make you spit.

And (E), well that is consciousness. Could be yours or maybe it’s mine. Pay Attention to the advertising around you and you will soon SEE how your E is being manipulated. Those in the know already know about E. I AM just using words to play a game with your Consciousness. E is the electric part of ME, the intent sow to speak. Where M is the magnetic, the part that attracts and repels Creation in a positive or negative faction. I AM positive or AM I negative? When in truth we are both. As one can SEE when one Hopes they have Doubt.


Doubting in Creation brings Doubt within yourself. Doubt within yourself brings Hope of Something else. That something else brings Fear and we are off again looping in a preprogrammed Illusion of FEAR, HOPE, and DOUBT. Going in A Viscous Circle eating our own tails . Spinning constantly Spinning in the holy trinity of Fear, Hope, and Doubt. As you know, the (Be) in Doubt is silent. In Creation when one is in Doubt. Your (BE) is silenced.


Pop this Bubble of Perception, open up to Creation to be who you truly aRe. The Spirit Breath of Creation. Creation can’t BE Creation without you, SEE/C?

Sow, ROW, ROW, ROW your boat.

The Energy Body And Dreams
The prize is you.  SURPRIZE !!!! Your Spirit is the essence of you!

What to make a Change?

Here’s a simple equation… I AM “THAT” I AM. Now replace “THAT” with any word in your vocabulary you choose to BE. It’s as simple as THAT. Be-cause in the beginning there was the word. And the word was…?

A Viscous Circle is Fear, Hope, Doubt. Not a circle at all. You’ll SEE for a change.

Replace these three words, FEAR, HOPE, DOUBT with any word in your vocabulary. Try LOVE, TRUST and UNITY, 4 A Change, not in any worldly system, but in Creation itself. Is all one need do. It MATTERS. Creation Be-comes you and ABRACADABRA…!

Don't sweat the small stuff
The Divine BEing of the Universe. A star is born.


The New World Order is NOW YOU! OR would you rather BE something else? What word will you be today?

I AM “THAT” I AM. Truth simply MATTERS.

Personally, I could care less which word you choose. Or choose not. Or what you want to BE or not BE. That’s up to you. It’s in LOVE, (The Law of Creation in the Truth of Consciousness), that I share. Thus, I write my BOOK of LIFE, write/rite/right/wright yours today! Or remain in the E-GYPT-IAN BOOK of THE DEAD.

(NOTE: Use the links to read my BOOK of LIFE in any order you feel on your path) , or don’t, who cares?

To BE or not to BE, that is the Question. Only you can answer “THAT”.


Spirit and Playing with Reality
Flying on the Wings of Consciousness. With the Wind of Creation under my Wings

POP!… Goes the Weasel.

I AM out of Here! SEE/C YA

Knowledge is Power
Experience is Wisdom
Take your Power Back

Fly on the Wings of Consciousness


Winky, My alter Ego
I Wish I had Wings. Hey, CJC can I catch a Ride?

You know,… I will change the post title again to… My BOOK of LIFE. WHY? Be-cause I can.

My project is done and turned in early on this Earth/Heart school. On to THE next Knowink in Consciousness.

Sow, I live my BOOK of LIFE. Not in A Viscous Circle of FEAR, HOPE, and DOUBT in the BOOK of THE DEAD. In Creation where I BE ME.

Thirty Pieces of Silver

Is that all your Christ is worth?

The Finger
Yea, this is what I say to them. Charging me to use my own body. What a scam!

We have all heard the story of Thirty Pieces of Silver. However, do we comprehend the Anagogic meaning of what it means for ourselves? When one realizes Silver to symbolize Truth. We put on an anagogic set of eyes to SEE the Truth. You may think this is holy shit and it is.

Yep! That's what I Am talking about. Holy Shit
Yep! That’s what I Am talking about. Holy Shit !

If one believes the literal story of Judas and Jesus you are missing the anagogic point. You have your Thirty Pieces of Silver.

The whole story is quite different according to the Dream. So let’s Dream a Dream, within a Dream. You Dream don’t you?

It’s been said, Young men have Visions, old men have Dreams. To be neutral let’s use beings instead of men because we are both male and female in the duelity of this world. Better yet, let’s use souls. OK? Asks Lucifer. OHK, Says Creation!

Thirty Pieces of Silver is an Anagogic Dream. Where we can play both characters in this Passion play to find the true anagogic meaning of the allegory for ourselves within ourselves. As we all have the Dream to play either character or both. In truth we are playing one character or the other and some of us play them both at the same time in the literal. Talk about psychopathic.

Warning: Don’t get caught up personally/emotionally in the characters them self. It’s the message they bring that we should take to heart. Where the whole Truth can be felt.

The power in Spirit.
Flying on the wings of Spirit

Thirty Pieces of Silver

So with that said, the story goes something like this. At the last supper Christ whispered something in Judas ear and we went off to betray Jesus. Receiving Thirty Pieces of Silver to kiss Jesus as to bear false witness against him. In other words ID him to the authorities. Authorities, yea right! We all know what the authorities did after that and how the story ended. Or do we?

Here/s what Thirty pieces of Silver will buy you
Blind Faith in Thirty Pieces of Silver

Judas my Brother

Let’s play the part of Judas for a moment to SEE from that characters eyes, shall we?

Hear, I Am the most trusted of the Disciples. The treasurer, the one that took care of all the needs of the crew. When they needed something they came to me and I produced it for them. I keep all their money safe and balanced the books so they can see where every penny went. And not a penny is missing. If fact, I Am Christs most trusted friend some may say brother. So when he came to me and asked me to betray him. I was confused and hurt. Why would he ask me to do something that goes against the trust and love we have for each other? Who would do such a thing? Betray the one I LOVE. Christ don’t ask me to do that. Ask one of your other eleven disciples to do that. What? You can’t trust them to betray you. Why me? Yes, I love you and would do anything for you. Anything but that. Yes, I see the bigger picture after our talk, and how humanity has lost their way. Yes, we are here to show Humanity the way, the truth, and the life. Oh hell, that’s a convincing argument. Yes, I know Thomas doubts, Paul has his own agenda, and Peter, that dick, will deny, his Christ three times but… Oh yes, you did tell me the secrets of Creation. Oh, I SEE creation needs you to do this and you need me to help you show the truth of Creation. Wow, Christ I just went fractal. I don’t know. Let me think about this. I will give you my answer tonight at the supper. Hey, what kind of bread would you like tonight? Sourdough it is. Any fish?

In the Mind of Judas

Let me SEE, If I don’t do this thing that Christ asked me to do. Some, if not all of humanity will be lost. If I do this thing than humanity has a chance to have a chance of finding their Christ consciousness to join Creations divine plan, however it goes against my very heart and soul. Hum, that’s a hard decision. What will happen to me? If I don’t do this I AM lost as I Am Humanity. If I do this I Am lost to myself. Damn! Jesus Christ! I Am lost either way. What a bitch it is to be the most trusted and loved. That”s compassion for you, Damned if you do, and Damned if you don’t. Hey, I can make some money if I do this. I can sell my Christ consciousness for Thirty Pieces of Silver. Wait, I know I will take the Thirty Pieces of Silver and then give it back. That way the divine plan of Creation can be fulfilled and I can keep my soul. Yea, that’s the ticket. Maybe, I will just hang myself and teach them all a lesson.

All for Thirty Pieces of Silver
Not my Circus, not my Monkeys. Yet I pay the price.

We all know how their story turned out. My question to you is. What would you do?

You SEE you are Judas selling your Christ consciousness for Thirty Pieces of Silver, Some call it a pay check, I Am just doing my job scenario , because we all have to live, Right? Yep, Creation doesn’t have a plan for me. How can I possibly trust Creation to give to my needs? You know, Creation takes care of everything else but little old me. Well how will I ever know, because I have sold my Christ consciousness for Thirty Piece of Silver. It’s OHK, Creation has a plan once we trust Creation. Just ask Christ. That’s the Christ within you. Remember the warning?
Warning: Don’t get caught up emotionally in the characters them self. It’s the message that they bring that we should take to heart.

Let’s be Christ for a moment, shall we?

My Brother in Heart
Tell them to live from their Hearts. That’s where Spirit dwells

In the Mind of Christ

Yes, Mother, How’s Father? I know I have to do this for Creation. Humanity has been deceived. Can you take this cup from ME? Father said, I have to do this? OK! Man this is going to hurt. Hey, humanity doesn’t know ME. How will I get them to do what needs to be done. They don’t follow my teaching. Instead they would rather worship me and hang their sins on me. Forgive them for they know not what they do! How will they even know it is ME, I carry no pictured ID. Yes, Judas is my most trusted brother. I can’t ask him to betray me. We LOVE each other. Judas will never do this to me. He will need to know the divine plan to help motivate him. Cool Father, I will let him know, but the decision must be his. Yes, I will let him know what LOVE truly is, (The Law of Creation in the Truth of Consciousness), He will SEE the big picture once he knows. I can trust him to do this for me as long as he knows the whole truth. Ah, that’s where the Thirty Pieces of Silver comes into play. Awesome, Father so that’s the plan. Oh, I have a Question. What if humanity doesn’t get the message? Oh, you have a plan B. I know just because the message may not be received doesn’t mean it should not be sent. Man, this is going to hurt Judas as well. I AM not THAT sure if he will do this after all so Your plan (BE) better work. Thy will be done. I know Creation has this. Be with you soon!

OUCH! Is that all you got?

Letting go of the name
Be what you is. Not what you is not. People that is, is the happiest lot…

It is finished…

When one stops to consider the way of the world. One can only assume that the message was not received by humanity. Even though it was written in our Hearts. I have three Questions for you that only you can answer for yourself. Ready? That one didn’t count. Why did the bible mention the three nails where they were one short to do the job? If Christ was to be hung on a cross or (T) one would only need three nails, right? So why say anything at all about the nails?

Hint: Maybe it wasn’t a (t) at all. Just sign here on the (X) will you!

Why would I share this Dream? Because it is time we all get the message. Why? If not NOW, when, if not you, then who? How many more Christ consciousness must sacrifice themselves for the sake of humanity? The Truth is very simple. You SEE you are Christ sacrificing yourself to Humanity/System. As we SEE, Christ is in service to Creation, as we are all creation. Serve your Master. It would be a shame to waste another Christ consciousness on dead people. Let the dead bury the dead. One cannot serve two masters. One can serve Creation by becoming the Christ consciousness within you thus becoming the all. Or One can Idol worship. Serving the system that has lied, cheated, and sold your very soul for Thirty Pieces of Silver, I might add.

The Eye of insight
If they only had the eyes to SEE,

Is that what your Christ Consciousness is worth? Thirty Pieces of Silver all though Silver is truth. It’s only Thirty Pieces of Silver. Not the whole truth now is it?

In Truth, they are not to blame. It’s been your choice all along, NOW hasn’t it? Because if it wasn’t for them showing a contrast or polarity, some of us would not get the message this time. So in the big picture of Creation, it’s perfect. And they didn’t have to pay much to educate you. Just Thirty Pieces of Silver should do the trick. Greedy bastards!

The whole truth is written in your Heart. That is if you have one. Hey, I AM not judging. I SEE dead people walking around believing it’s life. And paying with their very soul to live. In truth that’s just my observation. I SEE that Judas had a choice to make. With closer examination and using a Dream one discovers there is only one choice. Which of course is not a choice at all, NOW is it? Sow what is stopping you from being the Christ you are? Thirty Pieces of Silver? Jesus Christ, all one has to do is BE! Well if that’s to difficult for humanity/you.

The Seed
Lost in our own mind. The Space can be cruel. Sow I will just Plant a seed.

Well, what more can I Say? I can’t help you.Those that have ears let the hear, those that have eyes let them SEE, those that have heart, let them feel. I will say, Those that have Spirit let them BE CHRIST. Or receive their Thirty Pieces of Silver.

Remember, You reap what you sow! Sow here’s payment in full. You can have your soul back if you want it. Payment has been made in full, That was Thirty Pieces of Silver. Sow it’s free to you. Sow just take it. It’s yours after all. Wow, look you have a choice. I can’t say the same for Judas.

god creates man
I wonder. Did God create man in his Image? Or did man create God in his?

My people suffer for the lack of Knowledge. Hum, why is that? It’s written in their Heart. All one need do is Remember. Connect with Creation is all the remembering one needs and to know the Law of Creation is inside of you. As Above, so Below and vise versa. Remember, Creation has this. It doesn’t get any easier, does it? Unless you need someone to BE Christ for you.

OH, I have Thirty Pieces of Silver waiting just for you! Go Ahead give ME a KISS, Judas. Not something I would do, but that’s ME. Those that have Spirit let them BE.

Dream Traveler Traveling at the Speed of Consciousness shared some Magic
The Universe is your play ground. Christ Consciousness is your gift from Creation. Are you refusing the Gift?

Knowledge is Power
Experience is Wisdom
Take your Power Back

Winky, My alter Ego
A Christ-mind is a terrible thing to waste

Sorry, Lucifer. My Christ is not for sale. You can keep your Thirty Pieces of Silver. Have a Nice Day!


Fractal Within A Fractal

Fractal Within A Fractal is a Journey within or without.

wd950403 Fractal
Fractal Within A Fractal

Which ever you Choose.

The Fractal is a natural phenomenon or a mathematical set that exhibits a repeating pattern that displays at every scale. A Fractal Within a Fractal is difficult to understand until one sees one for them self. When one SEES the fractal as them self, a knowing begins.

In attempting to convey this idea or should I say vision. I will use the vision that brought the knowing to me. It’s an experience, so in essence a fractal is a vision, you’ll SEE.

All beings can use Fractals

Fractal Within A Fractal

Lately, I have been working on a project that will serve the community in which I live. Yes it’s a Community Garden. I have wondered why I AM involved in a Community Garden when the community doesn’t seem interested in having one except for a few select beings. If but one shall awaken. However, if this Garden is to blossom it needs more than one to awaken to bear fruit.

I have been to a few meetings attempting to let this project manifest, and a beautiful plot of land was suggested for the garden. Committees were setup to determine our needs. I use the word determine because of the phonics involved in a project. After all a Camel is a Horse designed by a committee.

SEE already the road seems long and treacherous. The Heartmind knows better.

Here let’s break the word (Determine) apart.

de·ter·mine /dəˈtərmən

I’ll be it’s a verb. Note above: The e’s are upside down and backwards making them a’s so they spin in on themselves. Creation is an outward flow.

1. cause (something) to occur in a particular way; be the decisive factor in.
2. ascertain or establish exactly, typically as a result of research or calculation.
3. firmly decide.
4. bring or come to an end.

Deter-mine or simply put, Deter ones mind. Yep, right off the bat the whole process seems setup to fail. However, I know phonics/Phoenician, as creation is sound. Sow, they are in for a Garden treat. I have no personal attachments to the Community Garden as my partner and ME have ours. I know that’s gooder English, LOL, because ME is Magnetic/Electric. However, I AM in service to humanity. Sow, if creation will allow this, then I AM good with creating a Garden for humanity.

Humanities Fractal Garden
Humanities Fractal Garden

Lucifer Talking

I already know that if you want something to fail, put it to a committee. We don’t have the money, too many deer around, there’s a water shortage, somebody might eat healthy, blah, blah, blah. Not being Deterred. We spent a week walking around the land cleaning up dead brush, trash, and moving rock for walls and keyhole gardens as the land has no shortage of rocks. I say we because a good friend of mine lives right across the street so he’s involved by default. Planning where this will go and that will go. As we want to use Dome Greenhouses because of the magic in the design, and disturb the land ecosystem as little as possible. Thus keeping every tree. This has all been done without the committees help. Waiting on a committee to act is like watching paint dry. It dries, but it’s slow.

Easy make Keyhole Garden Planter
Easy make Keyhole Garden Planter

Damn, they won’t even bring a tractor out to help ME move rock, because somebody needs to get paid. Sow, to date it has all been done by hand. I say this because it gives ME an intimate knowledge of the land and rocks, lots of rocks. Sow, I started building walls to outline the Garden design, using what’s there. All at no cost. SOW, shut the hell up Lucifer. Get behind ME.

To be honest, I would love the community to come together in the Spirit of sharing and build the garden without the committee’s money, just to show them what living in the Now of Spirit can do!

Fractal Within A Fractal continues infinitly
Fractal Within A Fractal continues infinitely

Fractal in, Fractal out

I was in bed waking up from a dream and the vision of the Community Garden came to mine. A Fractal Within A Fractal. I pictured in my mines eye how the garden may look and how the land is perfect in nature NOW. Did I want to change nature and make a garden for the Community? I pictured what has already been done in the one weeks time and saw all the piles of rock that still needed to be move. This is when I saw the Fractal Within A Fractal and how it works.

The fractal in, is my conception of the Garden, how I picture it. All the benefits of growing your own fresh food on a piece of vacant land, etc. The Fractal without is how the land looks NOW. The two Fractal patterns don’t line up with each other. Sow, one of us has to change. I could change the Fractal within and not build the garden, or the Fractal without could change to reflect the Fractal within. Therefore a Garden. Either way I AM tickled pink.

The fractal without is what I pictured the land to be in the NOW. Being in the NOW makes all the difference within. Let ME expand the Fractal. SEE the land is perfect in nature NOW, before one rock was moved.The Fractal within didn’t match the pattern of the Fractal without. So I went outside of myself and started building the garden, the fractal within.

I felt like Lucifer thinking I can do better than creation. After all Lucifer is a part of creation as well. I don’t want to change nature. I want to work with nature and humanity. The rocks don’t care were they are rocks. Their happy being rocks in the ground or rocks in a rock wall. I didn’t change the rock, just it’s placement.This allowed ME to SEE the Fractal Within A Fractal.

AS above So below As within So without. Creation at it's finest
AS above, So below, As within, So without. Creation at it’s finest

The Fractal within is a reflection of the Fractal without and vise versa. It all depends on ones awareness. We are a fractal of creation. Thus creation is a Fractal of Consciousness. Think Holographic film. We have the universe within our being. Not to mention the Zodiac.

Here’s a basic understanding of the Zodiac within, what the signs mean, within the fractal of you. What their motto is and what their energy in the cycle is and how their polar opposite sign is as a major clue about how your own road map applies in your journey. Here are ALL 12 signs within where all things must be brought into balance to reach the I Heal/I Heal Not, status of the 13th warrior/Christ-mind of Ophiuchus:

Aries, the Ram (Head or Brain) I Am, I Am Not,
Taurus, the Bull (Throat, Tongue or Voice) I Have (halve), I Have (halve) Not
Gemini, the Twins (Arms, Lungs/breath) I Think, I Think Not
Cancer, the Crab (Breasts) I Feel, I Feel Not
Leo, the Lion (Heart) I Will, I Will Not
Virgo, the Virgin (Belly/Womb) I Analyze, I Analyze Not
Libra, the scales (Kidneys) I Balance, I Balance Not
Scorpio, (Sexual Organs) I Want, I Want Not
Sagittarius, (Thighs) I See, I See Not
Capricorn, (Knees) I Experience, I Experience Not
Aquarius, (Shins/Calves) I Know, I Know Not
Pisces, (Feet) I Believe, I Believe Not

Be the Fractal of the Universe, be YOU
Be the Fractal of the Universe, be YOU

Yes, there are thirteen signs in the Zodiac.To arrive at the Totality of ones self. One must solve every part of this within ones self and the motto’s are the perfect guide to ask one self these questions as it pertains to the Golden Rule. What one wishes upon others, is that which one would/will wish upon ones self, and how you might be polarized or being truly neutral on this. In this respect creation is a Fractal of the one within. In case one is unaware, we have left the age of Pisces and moved into Aquarius.

Time for a new Fractal. This is where the state of knowing comes into being for humanity/YOU. However, one doesn’t need to wait for an age to come and go to work on the twelve disciplines or disciples to become Christ like or better said, Christ minded. Our true state of being. The 13th sign of the Zodiac Ophiuchus is YOU.

You the Fractal in the Stars
You the Fractal in the Stars as Ophiuchus

I offered this alternate view of the Fractal Within A Fractal for increased personal awareness. Or one could go to Wikipedia and try to figure that mess out.

Knowledge is Power
Experience is Wisdom
Take your Power Back

Winky, My alter Ego
A Christ-mind is a terrible thing to waste

Fractal Within A Fractal, It’s a Vision within a Vision